zakabu's Xanga

Saturday, November 08, 2008

Sat, 08 Nov 2008 14:30:46 GMT

She goes back to the old place with eager and anticipation. Little does she know that everything's different. The people she once knew so closely are now like strangers to her. She knows them, yet she feels as if there is an invisible barrier between them. They have moved on. She has moved on. Different cultures, different perspectives, different lifestyles...

Change is inevitable. Yet she is still not quite ready to face it.

Sheez I do think I've been influenced by Chinese lit/Eng lit now...

A thought came across me... I wonder how our parents feel actually when they share with us the memories of them with their parents. It's funny when you think about it. Can you imagine yourself telling your children memories of you and your parents when the time comes? Well, of course we can, but it's just amazing to me that our parents don't seem to be too emotional when they share the memories. The continuation of human race is fascinating. I mean, I always query why people still do things that harm themselves physically, such as health, when their lives might end all of the sudden. What will they do when they know their time is up soon? How will they feel? Terrible? Sad? Regretful? Shocked? Relieved? Lost?

OK.. I've started a stream of unconsciousness now... better stop!

Wednesday, November 05, 2008

Wed, 05 Nov 2008 12:41:10 GMT

I'm definitely feeling passive today, partly because I don't really have much homework to do, and partly because I feel sleepy in the morning.

7:55-8:15am: Assembly @ Hall

8:15-9:45am: No lessons - Free periods... tried to read Chem but eyes were so watery (the stuff was on the computer and I'm not used to using the computer in the morning)

9:45-10:30am: supposed Chem lesson, but Ms Lynch was absent so... auch eine anderes free lesson...

10:30-11am: Break - helped out selling siu mai/xiao long bao (finally something to do!!)

11-12:30: English - two authors (Romanian, Bulgarian) were invited to give talks. I really enjoyed it a lot. Am considering to buy the Bulgarian's book. (their names are so strange and I don't know how to spell them)

12:30-1:30: lunch

1:30-3pm: PE - tennis time.

So basically, my brain hasn't been working to its fullest potential today.

Monday, November 03, 2008

Mon, 03 Nov 2008 08:17:11 GMT

Today's definitely my unlucky day! Leaving house at 7:45am (which is late)... forgot to do English homework (ok I improvised and did well)... forgot my Econ folder (I did my homework =( )...

I feel so tired after today's lessons... Having only 10 odd minutes for lunch is seriously so unhealthy and is such a rush... Staying after school to go to Caritas only to have it cancelled caused me to wait for an extra hour...

It's just ARRRGGHHH!

I improved a bit on writing Chinese commentaries though. ^^ And for English, I really had fun, even though I didn't look enthusiastic. =D I love the discussions~

I know it's only Monday, but I seriously think I could do with another weekend tomorrow...

Monday, October 20, 2008

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 11:20:05 GMT

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Love this post. =D Jay Chou rocks! (though I have to say I'm quite disappointed with his latest album. it's not his usual style and it gives me the feeling he didn't put in a lot of effort in his new songs. there isn't one song that attracts me immediately.)

Really enjoyed myself today back at SPCC. Though 1 hour is TOO short. People from England came back as well, which was a surprise to everyone. Suddenly SPCC seems crowded. I didn't have enough time to talk/chat a lot. A brief chat with Miss Leung on the way to 6A/B/C. Saw Helen play bball wish I could play again with you guys. Good that you guys enjoyed the cookies. I might make something else on Wednesday if I have time. I love to cook and it feels good that people like the food. Thanks a lot Andrew for returning me my Archie comic even though I forgot to "remind you a few days earlier". Thanks JW for allowing me to stay for a lesson. I'm really grateful for that. Makes me feel profound. Truly miss the old days. =') Enjoyed walking to Admiralty with Kaka (gosh it seems AGES since we've done so). Talked about school life. My shoulders feel lighter now. Time really flies when I'm back at SPCC. Love you guys so much.

Drat I still haven't truly recovered from my flu. I still feel that my nose is blocked. =o=

Mid-term break homeowork!

Music: 1000- word essay on melody, harmony, rhythm, dynamics, musical texture and form, 200 words @
English: 750-word literary piece
Chinese: commentary on a poem
Chemistry: worksheets on mass spectrometry
Tuition homework X 3

Hm... now homework doesn't seem to be a lot... but the thought of revising on what I've learnt so far brings some pressure... don't know if I have the time and motive...

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Sun, 19 Oct 2008 07:49:55 GMT

今天蛮开心的 =)

终于拿了周杰伦的新碟... 封面有点 ORZ... 还以为会是他JOKER的打扮作封面...

与圣保罗的同学一起到pancake colours吃饭，当跟freddy作个farewell lunch. 有 Punia, Kelsey, Andrew, May, Matthew, Albert, Frederick, Terence, Dennis, John F 和 Chaky. 玩了uno, 学懂怎样“CUT!!"

Saturday, October 18, 2008

Sat, 18 Oct 2008 12:55:40 GMT

上学也罢, 不上学也罢了... 这的确是我现在的心情. 不知为何会变成这样,不过事实就是事实... 我并不是说我放弃读书,只是有点累了. 每天上学都必定在家里徘徊至最后一刻, 才慢慢地出门口上学. 上学和放假根本就是两个世界,我有时候真的想大喊 "你究竟要我干嘛?!"

路,最终都是要自己走的, 但我现在所走的, 是我的路, 还是别人想我走的路? 我脑海里想的,又究竟是不是我自己的主意,抑或我已不知不觉地在想到别人的主意? 我真的搞不清!

Friday, October 17, 2008

Fri, 17 Oct 2008 09:00:55 GMT

I've finished my work experience! Hai... you work for 5 days only and yet you get sick on one day... =0="""

It touches me when elderly you don't know too well bless you whole-heartedly. Even though I'm not a Christian, I do thank the lady for wishing me such good things. I will definitely miss you guys! You're so cute and loveable...

Many thanks to all those who taught me so much too. Wonderful people =)

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Wed, 15 Oct 2008 03:59:27 GMT

From what I see, groups/clans is an important factor...

Hm... such that there is dislike among groups...

Hm... I wonder if that is really necessary...

Hm... we can all act silly sometimes...

Hm... someone's silliness may not appeal to you, but that doesn't mean yours will appeal to him either...

Hm... I don't really want to stay in a particular group...

Hm... we're simply friends...

Hm... no conflicts, ok?...

Hm... no harm...

Hm... let's just co-operate...

Hm... individualism?...

Hm...

O... What am I doing???!!!

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 08:13:12 GMT

Am feeling "Can You Feel the Love Tonight"

Wednesday, October 01, 2008

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 10:19:50 GMT

<<再別康橋 >>

作者: 徐志摩

輕輕的我走了，

正如我輕輕的來；

我輕輕的招手，

作別西天的雲彩。

那河畔的金柳，

是夕陽中的新娘；

波光裡的艷影，

在我的心頭蕩漾。

軟泥上的青荇，

油油的在水底招搖；

在康河的柔波里，

我甘心做一條水草！

那榆蔭下的一潭，

不是清泉，是天上虹；

揉碎在浮藻間，

沉澱著彩虹似的夢。

尋夢？撐一支長篙，

向青草更青處漫溯；

滿載一船星輝，

在星輝斑斕裡放歌。

但我不能放歌，

悄悄是別離的笙簫；

夏蟲也為我沉默，

沉默是今晚的康橋！

悄悄的我走了，

正如我悄悄的來；

我揮一揮衣袖，

不帶走一片雲彩。