i need to get my life back in line.

good things:
barack obama is our new president. it was announced last night at exactly 8:00 pm. i was in amy's dormroom when it was announced, not the place i wanted to be, but exciting nonetheless.
i think i'm doing pretty well in school. at least, as well as i could. it's not as stressful as i would have assumed, but the people in my classes make it really cool.
i'm finally sleeping better lol, i had this long phase where i couldn't sleep at all and was stressing myself out .
john is pretty much amazing.

bad things:
i feel like i'm losing my best friends.
i never use my phone anymore.
matia called me yesterday =) i swear i need her.
franklin feels like i'm not his friend anymore because i don't pick up my phone and call. college is a busy place franklin, just like you're even more busy than i am.
i need to do homework.
i want to go eat.
my back hurts.
prop 8 passed =(.

old story:

as a kid, i asked my grandma for pancakes. she told me there weren't any eggs, so i took it and walked away. i went back to her and asked her for some pancakes again, she told me there still weren't any eggs, so whatever, i walked away. after repeating that a couple times, i told her "no quiero huevos, quiero pancakes!" which was apparently cute.

tonight:

i go downstairs to go say goodnight to my grandma. i go into the pantry and see some pancake mix. i go up to her and tell her i want some pancakes tomorrow. she says okay so i was cool. then she says "no hay huevos!" and i said "no te creo" and my grandma started laughing. i caught it fast but it took her a minute and she started laughing. i went up to my parents to tell them the story and they were laughing hella hard. i have never seen my dad laugh so hard in my eighteen years of life. he even turned red.

i was cute =)

day 1777 on this thing. too bad i don't use it every day like i used to, then again there is no point.

anyway, today marks the 2 month mark with john. it's been a freaken obstacle course, no doubt. we went from being the happiest couple ever to not trusting each other then being okay again and then to freaking out when we're apart. nonetheless, we're happy most of the time, which is always good. i'm happy with him, extremely and i'm happy that he and i have at least made it to two months of being together after waiting for six years.

in other news, i just came back from FLA, now FLBA on saturday. huge crazy experience. i had a crazy familia and i didn't know how to handle it. i handled them as well as i could since i basically took on the facilitator role, but i was alright. i had my fun kids like karen and miguel that would always talk to me. then i had the psychos like gabriel and marcus. anyway, at the end of the week banquet, the FLBA board honored me with a scholarship of $500! i was crying since i was so excited. holy crap.

and so now i'm home, dreading but also looking forward to the day i move out of antioch and into san jose. only four more days to go and then i'm out of here...oh man.