| The Thing about life is....This problem I have with no sleep is in fault all my own
Its almost 5 and I am lying here bored and only slightly tired
Got Church in the morning and Im only 50% sure I will go
I look in hindsight and think that I may have should of made visits during open dorms but ehh
Ive been ignoring my Xanga because I am addicted to Facebook
Im upset that Caner doesnt know how to pronounce Nodes of Ranvier and until he does it right I will not rest
I need a new Job
Things are looking up
Im still trying to define Love
My Celly just got a text commercial at 4:41am and thats just wierd
Goodnight world
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| soSo im sitting in the lab bored and not really wanting to go home....
Im thinking about future God stuff, and what he wants for me.....
Im still not sure about anything.....
I know hangouts at crappy shows will be fun.....
And I am very very sleepy.....
ummm I think people should be willing to hangout more when im not working.....
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| Dear XangaLisa Staples thinks Im a loser and it makes me sad............
The End
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| Minstry AgainAs the call of ministry strengthens in my heart so also, alot of other things. I didnt want to go into ministry but it is so aparrent and in my face and God will not let me leave this call, and I would be a idiot not to notice the signs thrown right in my face. But with this call is another call and directon my heart is going in and it is something Im not feeling I want to do, I even had a planned thing that I REALLY wanted, but hat seems to be meaningless now.
My desire to do what I want is growing dimm, and my desire to just lay it down and do WHATEVER God ask is growing more and more everyday, and if that means a Ministry hat will stretch me and is against my will then that is fine I will do it..... No Questions asked.
I look back in hindsight to the last year of my life, the hardinning of my heart to extreme hatred for God I believe was a neccesity for my heart to break the way that it has for him, Im really beggining to trust in Gods Sovereignty.
( Not trying to sound all calviny)
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| MinistryIm growing more and more sure of my call to ministry, and more and more sure that it is nothing that I have in mind. And Im ok with that... |
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