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| Sarah Brendel - Babel Towers
I stood accused and guilty of many crimes
I went and burned my offerings a thousand times
I know the place the landscape been here before
I will not walk the bad mile anymore
Cause I have seen the sun that I shine
Comes down like pouring waters
And two wrongs will never make a right
Many times what we´re believing
Is bound to change just like the season
We´re blind eyed of short side
Mistake the darkest night for the light of day
So if tonight I´m leaving and finally let go
Maybe you´ll find a freedom you´ve never known
You´re pushed into the twilight against your will
And for a timeless second you´re heart stands still
But cutting through the veil of despair
A gentle wind is blowing breathing live on weary bones in Chains
Many times what we´re believing
Is bound to change just like the season
We´re blind eyed of short side
We know not wrong from what´s right
And as we sink into the mystery of what we are
And what we should be
We let go of our shadows and in the end we know
Our true face of pure grace a spirit fair and always
We will dance we will fly
Everyone is so afraid to try
What if we would finally let go
Of all our babel towers
Only to find we´re all we need to be
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| Baby... these words here describe how i feel towards u...
Lifehouse - Everything
Find Me Here
Speak To Me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me
To the place where I find peace again.
You are the strength, that keeps me walking.
You are the hope, that keeps me trusting.
You are the light to my soul.
You are my purpose...you're everything.
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
You calm the storms, and you give me rest.
You hold me in your hands, you won't let me fall.
You steal my heart, and you take my breath away.
Would you take me in? Take me deeper now?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
And how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Cause you're all I want, You're all I need
You're everything,everything
You're all I want your all I need
You're everything, everything.
You're all I want you're all I need.
You're everything, everything
You're all I want you're all I need, you're everything, everything.
And How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
How can I stand here with you and not be moved by you?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
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Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
Would you tell me how could it be any better than this?
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| Of late, i've been extremely mesmerised by this song...
"The Special Two"
I've hardly been outside my room in days,
'cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays.
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it's then I realize the conscience never fades.
When you're young you have this image of your life:
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross,
And if you happen to you wake completely lost.
But I will fight for you, be sure that
I will fight until we're the special two once again.
And we will only need each other, we'll bleed together,
Our hands would not be taught to hold another's,
When we were the special two.
And we could only see each other, we'd bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another,
'Cause we were the special two.
I remember someone old once said to me:
"Lies will lock you up with truth the only key."
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
And couldn't see this place would soon become my hell.
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now,
But if by chance you change your mind you know I will not
Let you down 'cause we were the special two, and will be again.
And we will only need each other, we'll breathe together,
Our hands will not be taught to need another's,
When we're the special two.
And we could only see each other we'll bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another...
I step outside my mind's eye's for a minute.
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease,
Or something that could ease the pain.
But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself,
Just remembering, just remembering how we were...
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| In school for a god damned 3 hr stats class now... i am so gonna die of boredom. And it really dosent help that i have a 2 hr break before my accs lect this afternoon! So much for the first day of school lol.
Well, at least the house is settled and all, now we've gotta do some touching up and get abit of additional stuff... like bedsheets, hangers, dustbin for room, table lamp, etc etc. Also have to fill in the inventory checklist and check all the stuff, besides the leaking bathroom shower and the few light bulbs that are not working everything's pretty much alright.
Alrite... time to act like im actually doing my lab work already, all the best for your papers baby! I'm certain u'll b able to do well. And remember to DRINK more WATER!!
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| Heyyyyyy... in aussie right now, the weathers damn out of point man! Been quite a long while since my last entry cos i was too lazy to update, and i still am, but right now im just in the sch lab with nothing to do, so wat the heck. Anyway sch officially starts on Mon!! ARGH!! and Oh, finally found a place after abt a week of hectic house hunting, will be moving in tml wif des and yq. Damn, gonna be damn bleady tired. Back to the weather... its supposedly summer right now, but last nite was like wat, 14-16 deg?! While other days are like 39 degs!! Madness!! I MISS HOME, I MISS THE FOOD, I MISS THE COMPANY, I MISS EVERY DAMN THING!! ARGH!!! Help!!!!
Oh, enough whining... haha, well, lets just see how the first wk of school goes, at least now im no longer a "newbie" lol.
One killer thing abt my new place... I MIGHT NOT FREAKING HAVE BROADBAND!! ARGH! I have to see whether my district is broadband compatible or not, ta ma de. Cant imagine life wif a 56k dial up line man, i will DIE. Lol, alrite, will be collecting the keys to the apartment tonite and tml morning will be scheduled for moving all our things in, wah damn lazy la.
Finally got the oppotunity to try crabbing last week end, no, its not the "throw the net in the water and wait for crabs" kind but actually walking into knee deep water with a torch and a net and literally scooping the crabs up! While i was wadling thru the water, i did notice many cute fishes and outta curiosity i attempted to scoop some out to see wat kinda fishes they were. However, when i eventually managed to, i freaked out! They were god damn puffer fishes the size of my palm!! HAHAHAA, wat happened later was hilarious. As there were like 7 of us in the water @ that point of time, i just shouted "PUFFER FISH!!! FARKING ALOT OF THEM!!" Immediately everyone just rushed for shore, as though there was a shark attack! Lol, at the end of the nite, we had quite a good harvest, abt 20 or more crabs.
Alriteee... gotta get going already... well, now that everyones gone back to where they came frm, ben to southpark land, mac to melbourne, pams going back to sydney, ven and puki to brisbane... arrrrrrrr cant wait for the next reunion.
Okie, all of u take care ya! I'll try to be more conciencious in my updating...
Ps: DAMN IT! Although i have bingo here i still miss my tiger stripes dearly!! ARGH!!
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