Currently Watching WWE - The Life and Death of the Road Warriors By Wwe see related

If you're in a relationship you have blinders on. You think that everyone should completely and utterly enjoy life like you. Well how is one supposed to listen to you go on and on about "the love of your life" and then expect me to fucking listen when you tell me I should wait for love. And if people are blowing me off for my birthday because they'd rather do something with their significant other, and I am not supposed to be bothered by that? What the fuck is wrong with you? Get your damn head on straight. Ugh.

Zack

Currently Listening Pressure Chief By Cake see related

- Waiting

Wow it's been 767 days since I joined Xanga, this is probably the longest active journal I have ever kept. I know it's been a month since I wrote but I really haven't had that much to say lately. Things are going pretty well. They're keeping me at Sears, so I am working there 10-15 hours a week. I'm in the middle of winter break for school, Spring Semiester will start up at the end of January. Still single, so nothing really new to report there. Other than that, all quiet on the Zack front.

Zack

Heh, I thought it'd been longer than a week since I last wrote in here. I just don't have as much here as I used to say, I get a lot of things in my LJ and that's where I do most of my thinking now. So yeah, that's about it.

Zack

A small note of clarification from my last entry. The quote in parenthesis is from a rap song made by the "7th Floor Crew" really a miz of football players and non football players from the University of Miami at Florida. It had a bad reputation in the mid to late 80's and earned the nickname Thug U. and that explains all of those.

My life has really been turning around lately, and things are just really looking up, I feel a lot happier and care about myself and just feel generally healthier, I've lost 18 pounds since May and kept it off and it's just really good right now. I have great friends and great family and I really appreciate everything everyone does. Happy Thanksgiving!

(Warning: The following words will be a rant. If you don't want to hear me rant please either close out the box or delete the email. If you continue reading, you have decided your own fate. There will probably be course language involved. No sexual content however, how ironic.)

("Hi this is Marvelous, This song in it's entirety is not meant to disrespect any women in it's entirety.")

So I don't understand how you can just have so much romantacism to give and not have someone to give it to. It's like being a master painter and going to all the art stores and finding out that none of them carry canvases to paint on. It just doesn't make any sense. Why can someone so be non-chalantly hooking up with this guy all the time and I can't get bullshit. Should women be objects? Is that what I keep doing wrong? Should you be my bitches and hoes? Cause if that's the case I'll just get all my shit together and head down to Thug U. I don't know what to do anymore. I don't have any logical answers anymore.

Zack