| | Menstruation sucks.
R is a great boyfriend to have through it all though. It feels good to have a boy that is understanding of such.
He keeps asking me about what he should do for his 30th birthday in December. There's the Puerto Rico Fancy trip, there's the San Jose, CA with a good chunk of R's family thing (complete with flying his mom up from El Salvador), there's a driving adventure to Key West, FL, there's the wild idea of using some sort of loop hole of a reserved emergency visa out of the country to go to El Salvador for his birthday, or staying home and he could buy a new amp, drum set, whatever... he's been looking into replacing his over-loved vehicle too. I vote for a trip of some sort as he seems to get the most enjoyment out of an Adventure rather than a Thing. I would love for if it would make him happy to see his family then we go back to San Jose, but I really love the idea of an adventure with him to somewhere...Puerto Rico is feeling more and more extravagant. I'm leaning towards crazy road trip to Key West... if we took my car, we could share in the driving (though I know he probably would prefer to drive over me). I want to have adventures with him, experience things with him. But it's his birthday and I wish he would just pick what he would want to do! He's turning 30 for crying out loud. That's a big number.
My parents are annoying, each in their own way. I am too hard on them in my head. I am outwardly too hard on them. I keep trying to connect to only be so ready to get out and escape. There is a sense of uptightness sometimes that I just can't tolerate.
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| | Posted 6/28/2008 4:50 PM - 14 views - 1 comments
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