| | I get SO agitated with my job sometimes. Yesterday evening I had a last minute meeting with 2 of the managers, after my manager left for a 10 day vacation. I didn't know if I was going to be fussed at and ridiculed or what. It severely bothered me that these managers, 2 managers that R would directly be dealing with, didn't know that my manager hired someone new to take over my evening duties with followup calls... Oh yeah and there's a no tolerance no dating employee policy at my company...Duh, R and I are kinda ... yeah.... and my manager, that hired him, is FULLY aware of that...but said it was no big deal because we wouldn't be both working at the same time, yet he said I could come by and stuff while he was working if I wanted to bring him dinner etc (like R did me before when I was working the late hours and R wasn't hired yet)... So I had to handle explaining "the new guy" that was hired to take over a few things...I had to introduce R to the managers.... Oh yeah and they are panicking nutcases about the followup calls I was doing. They're only reaching 55% of the people that come in for business. But some of it is because the people don't put their phone number, the number is wrong, they don't answer the phone...ever, or they get angry and are asked to be removed from the call list. The whole thing is just nonsense and I'll be glad when I finish training R on the other duties he will be handling for us on Saturday because I am hostile and bitchy towards my company these days. They lack common sense or organization. They are panicky little trolls. My boss buffers everything for our department and as soon as he's gone it feels like everyone else is just trying to yank the rug out from under us. I resent all of them. Yet, it's the best thing I got right now. I do get a lot of downtime during my day, the freedom to take breaks, and the ability to go to lunch whenever I decide. I still hate car dealerships, I still get over-excited and angry over tiny matters because it never seems to make sense. It will take me a while to find another job though....and I keep trying to calm myself down and see that things are not so bad at all where I work and I shouldn't be so sensitive to the slightest amount of pressure or stress...
R has suggested several times getting a shared bank account...I don't know...I've always heard that's bad news in a relationship with someone... Then again, shopping is not one of my regular hobbies.... I'm very frugal. I'm not secretive about purchases I do make. I try to help pay bills as best I can right now. I'm trying my best. He thinks it will make things easier and take the pressure off of me for writing checks to him and so forth. It's taking the whole meaning of "what's yours is mine" to another level. I share food and t-shirts with him...but my bank account. Hmm...opinions?
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| | Posted 7/11/2008 8:10 AM - 13 views - 1 comments
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