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| "the game has ended and the home team lost... again"
These games we play
Are too much to handle everyday
I won't let them get to me
But when will this end
The pins and needles
Are starting to prick just a little too deep
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| EMPATHY
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
O.K. I'm done.
This is your life, are you who you want to be?
This is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
When the world was younger and you had everything to lose
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| ok... I promise this is the last one... today... lolWOULD YOU RATHER..
1) pierce your nose or tongue? nose... tongue piercings are you just dirty.
2) be serious or be funny? both.
3) drink whole or skim milk? skim
ARE YOU..
4) simple or complicated? both
DO YOU PREFER..
5) flowers or angels? neither
6) grey or gray? gray
7) color or black & white photos? they both have their place... black and white is classier.
8) lust or love? lusting over my love.
9) sunrise or sunset? Sunset
10) M&Ms or Skittles? M&Ms with peanuts or no dice.
11) rap or rock? Rock!!!!
12) staying up late or waking up early? Stay up late.
13) TV or radio? TV... the radio? are you serious? hahaha
15) eating apples or oranges? Banana
DO YOU PREFER..
18) being hot or cold? cold.
19) tall members of the opposite sex? I don't prefer girls at all. If guys...not too tall and not too short. (5'5-6'2)
20) sun or moon? Both... but the sun in moderation.
21) emeralds or rubies? ugh... none... I am not a huge fan of jewelry.
22) left or right? right
23) having 10 acquaintances or 1 best friend? 1 friend.
24) sun or rain? Rain!!!!!
25) vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? Vanilla.
26) boys or girls? boys baby!!!!
27) green beans or carrots? both...
28) low fat or fat free? either way.
MISCELLANEOUS..
29) What is your biggest fear in the world? Dying a failure.
30) kids or no kids? kids!
31) Cat or dog? it does not matter... I'll end up having both one day.
32) Half empty or half full? neither.... you don't ask pessimist things like that.
33) Mustard or ketchup? both... but mainly mustard.
34) Hard cover books or soft cover books? hard... I likes them hard.
35) Newspaper or magazine? Both.
36) Sandals or sneakers? Shoes.
37) Wonder or amazement? I donno.
38) Red car or white car? Either, as long as it's bad ass.
39) Happy & poor or sad & rich? middle class bliss.
40) Singing or dancing? both.
41) Hugging or kissing? both
43) Happy or sad? happy... duh!
45) Blondes or brunettes? brunettes.
ABOUT YOU..
Full name? Ricardo
Nicknames: Rick, Ricky, Ricky Lake, Babe, Buddy, Hey you, Brown man.
Number of candles that appeared on your last birthday cake? 22
Date that you regularly blow them out? October 10
Pets? None
Height? 5'11 (I wish I could be 6 feet tall)
Eye color? Brown
Hair color? Black/Brown
Piercing(s)? Not anymore
WHAT DO YOU WANT..
Where do you want to live? In the city, or rural Northwest.
How many kids do you want? One or two.
What kind of job do you want? One that pays well enough for me to support my family.
Do you want to get married? Yes, I think so.
WHICH IS BETTER..
2 doors or 4 (on a car)? 2
Coffee or ice cream? Ice Cream
Shampoo or conditioner? Shampoo
Bridges or tunnels? Tunnels.
One pillow or two? Doesn't matter.
FAVORITES..
Salad dressing? Italian or vinaigrette
Color of socks? white
Toothpaste? with whitening.
Food? food
Alcoholic drink? Martini dirty
Non-alcoholic drink? Water
WHAT DID YOU DO..
1 MINUTE AGO: typed
1 DAY AGO: watched the game
1 WEEK AGO: donno
1 YEAR AGO: probably worked.
I HURT: most of the time.
I LOVE: food and I think I may be developing things for a certain person. I am not sure.
I HATE: bills
I FEAR: bills
I HOPE: I get a job soon
I FEEL: frustrated
I LISTEN: most of the time.
I HIDE: my fears.
I MISS: my money. lol
I LEARNED: everything and nothing.
I WAIT: for the day get to see my bf again.
I NEED: another drink .
I THINK: thoughts.
CURRENTS..
Current Clothes: = greasy white T, greasy pants, ugly shoes.
Current Mood: = bored
Current Music: = "Eres Para Mi"--- Julieta Venegas
Current Taste: = I taste like coconut rum... lol
Current Hair: = my own. brownish black
Current Annoyance: = no money
Current Smell: = rain
Current thing I should be Doing: = working
Current Desktop Picture: = autumn leaves
Current Favorite: = ummm...
Current Book: = Cien Anos de Soledad
Current Movie In DVD: = Anime of some sort
Current Refreshment: = coconut rum and coke
Current Worry: = bills
Current Crush: = my boyfriend.
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| Bored (Revisited)1. What color is your underwear right now?
plad... blue boxers. haha
2. What are you listening to right now?
Latin Pop music. Listen to Franco De Vita.
3. what are the last 2 digits in your phone number?
12
4. What was the last thing you ate?
chicken sandwich
5. If you were a crayon what color would you be?
Blue.
6. How is the weather right now?
Nice... not too hot and not too cold.
7. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
Chad, this hottie that I know.
8. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
Hmm... the opposite sex? Donno, nothing really. I am not a fan of girls. Although I guess I notice their personality and demeanor.
9. Favorite type of Food?
Food.
10. Do you drink?
I drink.
11. Do you smoke?
at times.
12. Ever get so drunk you don't remember?
I have once, but only that once.
13.What color are your eyes?
Brown.
15. Do you wear contacts?
Nope.
16. Single?
I have a boyfriend. <3
17. Favorite Month?
August or Septmeber (maybe even October). I like Fall.
18. Ever cried for no reason?
Nah, not really, there is usually a reason.
19. Last Movie you watched?
Mambo Italiano.
20. Favorite day of the week?
Friday
21. Are you too shy to ask someone out?
Yes, I tend to be a little chicken shit.
22. Hugs or Kisses?
BOTH!!!!
23. Chocolate or Vanilla?
Vanilla.
24. Do you want your friends to respond?
I did not know you had the option. I don't care actually.
25. Who is most likely to respond?
I don't care.
26. Who is least likely to respond?
For the last time, I DON'T CARE!
27. What books are you reading?
Cien Anos de Soledad and 100 Years of Solitude.... both by Gabriel Garcia Marquez.
28. PIERCINGS?
Not anymore.
29. Fav. Movie?
American Beauty.
30. Fav. baseball team?
Chicago Cubs
31. Any pets?
No.
32. AIM?
I have AIM but I am not going to disclose my SN. If you need to catch me on there, there is a link to it on the side.
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33. Butter, Plain or salted popcorn?
Plain... but not too buttery.
34. Dogs or cats?
Both, although I grew up being a dog person.
35. Fav. flower?
haha... um... the nice one.
36. Have you ever fired a gun?
Yes.
37. Do you like to travel by plane as opposed to car?
Each has its perks.
38. Right handed or left handed?
Right and when it cramps I go left. LOL
39. How many pillows do you sleep with?
There are three on my bed. Not sure how many I actually use.
40. Are you missing someone?
Eh, not really.
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| you don't need to Google itWhen, I’m without you my days feel gloomy.
They are so long, and so gray,
my days without you.
When I’m without you my days seem foolish.
Seem bitter, seem hard,
my days without you.
When I’m without you the nights will not fall;
and if dusk appears,
it’s useless to sleep.
When I’m without you I’ll waste my time.
Hours lack beginning,
and lack an end, too.
When I’m without you my skies are empty,
No silvery moons,
No trace of the sun.
My days without you are like an echo,
that always repeat the same and old song.
No air left to breathe,
Surroundings so bleak,
Floors littered with remnants,
like thoughts split to fragments,
Oh, when I’m without you.
Kicking rocks around,
Hoping that someday you’ll return to me,
I’m hunting for reasons: Do elders still feature,
the times they were young?
I need explanations which will make me believe,
that I’m truly still alive
Biting my fingernails,
drowning in tears,
and missing you so much,
When I’m without,
oh they still ache,
my days without you
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GRRR! ¿Porque no me contactas? GRRR!
