Hmmm so today i leave for the beachhh im so freaking excited....i just hope everything goes right. So schools out for summmmerrrrr...and i couldn't of been happier...this year pretty much overall sucked balls...ive had better years...but there were some fun times that were definately had hah. So right now things are good with me and all my friends and im happy about that...i think we've all became closer than ever and now have actually made points of calling each other and hanging out and what not...and im glad. Senior year hopefully will be fucking awesome...hmmm...I wonder whats gunna happen in the future, its really wierd to think about...I just cant believe im down to my last year in highschool...its kind of scary to think about...cuz i dont know whats next. So Ben is good i guess...i dunno i dont really know what will happen with us in the future...i really am not worried about it though because i just dont wanna get all serious about a guy...it's bullshitt, and now ive learned to not do that at this age or any age, because you can end up fucking obsessing over a different person every damn week...thats pretty pathetic i must say hah...a pretty sad way to live your life...and im not gunna fall into that trap because it brainwashes people. Anywho...summer is so nice because you only make a point of seeing the people you WANNA see...i think one of the reasons schools so miserable for me is because alot of people there i HATE seeing everyday...its bullshitt were forced to interact with people we dont even get along with or like...and thats why i think college will be way better because your more independant there...its hard to explain and everyone thinks im crazy but oh well. Hm...so yeah cant get my license til august now cuz my mom bitched at me and i got in trouble with some shitt...so thats my "penalty" haha but shes still letting me go to beach week...im excited...well i better get goin becauseeeeeee were leaving soooooonnnn...ahhh yessss 3 days with all my beautiful lovely friendssssss.... k luv you all bye
im so freaking excited....i just hope everything goes right. So schools out for summmmerrrrr...and i couldn't of been happier...this year pretty much overall sucked balls...ive had better years...but there were some fun times that were definately had hah. So right now things are good with me and all my friends and im happy about that...i think we've all became closer than ever and now have actually made points of calling each other and hanging out and what not...and im glad. Senior year hopefully will be fucking awesome...hmmm...I wonder whats gunna happen in the future, its really wierd to think about...I just cant believe im down to my last year in highschool...its kind of scary to think about...cuz i dont know whats next. So Ben is good i guess...i dunno i dont really know what will happen with us in the future...i really am not worried about it though because i just dont wanna get all serious about a guy...it's bullshitt, and now ive learned to not do that at this age or any age, because you can end up fucking obsessing over a different person every damn week...thats pretty pathetic i must say hah...a pretty sad way to live your life...and im not gunna fall into that trap because it brainwashes people. Anywho...summer is so nice because you only make a point of seeing the people you WANNA see...i think one of the reasons schools so miserable for me is because alot of people there i HATE seeing everyday...its bullshitt were forced to interact with people we dont even get along with or like...and thats why i think college will be way better because your more independant there...its hard to explain and everyone thinks im crazy but oh well. Hm...so yeah cant get my license til august now cuz my mom bitched at me and i got in trouble with some shitt...so thats my "penalty" haha but shes still letting me go to beach week...im excited...well i better get goin becauseeeeeee were leaving soooooonnnn...ahhh yessss 3 days with all my beautiful lovely friendssssss.... k luv you all bye
