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Friday, August 15, 2008

	nOt pErFect I always did what I think is proper and best. All i wanted was to make them proud. oh well... I am not perfect...
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Monday, August 11, 2008

Failure

Failure does not mean I'm a failure;
It does mean I have not yet succeeded.

Failure does not mean I have accomplished nothing;
It does mean I have learned something.

Failure does not mean I have been a fool;
It does mean I had enough faith to experiment.

Failure does not mean I have disgraced;
It does mean I have dared to try.

Failure does not mean I don't have it;
It does mean I have something to do in a different way.

Failure does not mean I am inferior;
It does mean I am not perfect.

Failure does not mean I have wasted my life;
It does mean that I have an excuse to start over.

Failure does not mean that I should give up;
It does mean that I should try harder.

Failure does not mean that I will never make it;
It does mean that I need more practice.

Failure does not mean that you have abandoned me;
It does mean that you must have a better idea

- Anonymous

it is not the end of the world...thanks for all those who believed in me. i know God has better plans for me...may next year pa nman...tira tira! :)

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Sunday, June 01, 2008

boards...

Tired. Exhausted. After my 7-wk long board exam review. I'm now down to my last eight weeks of self-review. How to start, when to start and what subject to begin are some of the questions bugging me now. Leche. Also, do I have enough motivation and drive to start this thing again? Sabi nga nila, ang bumabagsak sa board exam ay 3 lang: ang kulang sa confidence, over-confident at ang PRANING. I know, for now, I'm nowhere to be classified. Nababaliw cguro pwede pa. Ayoko mag-aral kung wala ako sa kundisyon. Ayoko mag-aral pag napipilitan lang. Gusto ko magsimula pag nasa mood ako, para may pumasok sa utak ko. Nakakatamad. Nakakbobo. Nakikita ko pa lang yung piles ng aaralin, parang ayoko nalang mag-board. Hay layp. Sana sipagin na ako at di na muli pang hilain pa ng aking kama......zzzzzzzz....

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Tuesday, September 04, 2007

home at last...

My heart finally found its resting place...after quite sometime...i thought i would never be happy again. God is just so good to me. He never failed me. He's super! ;) I'm super happy now with my love. I can feel that he's a blessing from above. Everything is perfect...maybe not, but for me he is. I've never been this happy in my entire life. He is even more than I asked for. Sometimes, I even feel he's too much for me...I do not deserve him. But I know we could make things work between us and set things in place. He just came right on time. Right on time. Now I can finally say that my heart is home...AT LAST.

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Friday, April 27, 2007

i have been waiting for this moment...to update my blog. ngayon lang naman nagkaron ng kulay ang buhay ko. ive been online for like everyday but i dont have the time to visit my site. anyway, what the hell is new...im heck of a loser all the time naman...walang pakialam sa mundo. rather...may sariling mundo. and yes, history repeats itself. kung sino pa mahal mo sya pang ayaw sau. at kung sino ang ayaw mo yun ang anjan nagmamahal sau. bakit ganun? y do i have to go through this burden for the nth time? :( im such a big loser talaga...nde na natuto.

di ko naman kasi maintindihan bakit may mga gaunung tao...so mean. so dense. so insensitive... :( sana my 2 yrs of waiting should have been the happiest of life if he just pursued me. damn life. it should have been the greatest days of my life... gus2 ko ng maglupasay...sa sobrang hiya sa sarili... :( not again...

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