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Name: Zennor
Birthday: 8/11/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: I like music. Alot. I like: The Killers >> Cee-Lo Green >> Elle Milano >> N*E*R*D >> The Libertines >> Red Hot Chili Peppers >> Nina Simone >> The Kaiser Chiefs >> The Mitchell Brothers >> My Chemical Romance >> Blink 182 (cuz I'm cool) >> Kano >> Elvis >> Razorlight >> Camron >> Athlete >> The Zutons >> The Bloodhound Gang >> LEN >> Maroon5 >> Radiohead >>The Beatles >> Cassidy >> Kelis >> Kanye West >> Nas >> pretty much anything The Neptunes do >> Andre 3000 >> Outkast >> Alicia Keys >> JT >> Ashanti >> Usher >> Ludacris >> LL Cool J >> Aretha Franklin >> Damien Rice >> Beyonce >> The Strokes >> De La Soul >> Jay-z >> The Coral >> Norah Jones >> Dizzee Rascal >> India Arie >> Coldplay >> Macy Gray >> Beth Orton >> Snoop Dogg >> Jet >> Stevie Wonder >> Badly Drawn Boy >> Scissor Sisters >> McFly( :D )>> Lemar >> Jurassic 5 >> Ludacris >> 50 Cent >> Moby >> G-Unit >> Franz Ferdinand >> Bloc Party >> Snow Patrol >> Keane >> Twista >> and oh dear so many more.
Expertise: everything. I excel (excell?, no, excel) at all..... seriously though.. i can't realy think of anything i'm amazing at.. that's a bit sad isn't it?
I'm good at eating.
I Love Liv Tyler.... :) a lot
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
MSN: zedc2@hotmail.com
Member Since:
1/16/2005
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| I won't be using this anymore... I'll put a link up if I get a new Xanga... | | |
| You want the truth? This is the fucking truth.
I hate the way i'm jut so horrible to my family for no reason and I know it. I hate the way I'm bad in social situations and can't talk to people unless someone i know really well is around.I hate the way i have to fake my confindence and happiness, because if I didnt, I dont know what would happen. I hatre i that i dont seem to have many good friends anymore. I hate the way I let someone control the way i feel so much. I hate it that I'm never fully appreciative of what I've got. I hate it that I feel so lonely when I know I'm not. I hate it that I'm doing this fucking "i hate it" thing. And hate it so much that I'll probably be fine tomorrow.
Make sense?
It doesnt to me either.
Bye the way....
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| "THIS SCENE IS DEAD"
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| I am having the most mood swings I have ever experienced at the moment. And I'm not even on my period or coming up to it either.
Yesterday was FUN Got stoned on the downs with Bex and lulu then some more people came up. For trains of thought/ action, think:
Feet, grass, masturbation
Orgasm: horse, 7, gym bike.
Sheep, herd, ambush.
I feel like I'm being left behind....
I dont know. I know it's just a phase and I'll be fine, I just feel a bit low on self esteem and down at the moment.. but obviously, projecting an image of happiness, which always turns real, because that's what I do. yay.
Exams really arent helping either, I have two tomorrow
I had a really bad day today..well.. morning really. i got really sunburnt yesterday without realising because we were on the downs and there was a breeze. I mean REALLY sunburnt. I can't go outside and it's beautiful weather for once. but i really really cant go out its that painful. so i woke up and the aftersun i had lathered on had self tan stuff in. and i didnt know. and i was orange. and i had to scrub my sun burn with a pumice stone. Ouch to say the least.
Then I had to revise. relaised I'll fail. Then I couldnt find any of the clothes i wanted to wear. then my hair went all wrong. then ells cd player wouldnt work on the way to my exam. then i only just got to the exam on time. then i realised i'd forgotten my water bottle. then i had to do a stupid history exam on stupid shit like the League of nations, the treaty of versailles, the manchurian crisis, and other stuff i dont give a shit about...
I dont think my bad mood's real, I just feel like being a bitch. Which is great for me
"I heard that someone else is doing it for you but hey now, i was there first.. "
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2 new songs on the player (its being sneaky down the bottom) :
Nobody Moves, Nobody Gets Hurt- We Are Scientists
Shot Down- Nine Black Alps [thnx lulu]
Let me know if they work or not.
....not that i can actually read any commetns at the moment, but hopefully i'll be able to soon...
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I just feel a bit...::
"MY BODY IS YOUR BODY, I WON'T TELL ANYBODY, IF YOU WANNA USE MY BODY, GO FOR IT."
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| jeez, whenever I have a good night out, the buzz lasts for the next day and makes me happy inside!!
Went to GSC (Glynde social club. It's just a pub.) last night, wasn't expecting much of it, but it turned out to be quite good. They had a hott band playing and we danced our lil asses off . it was cool. Funny things happened... Played Slam (card game) with soph!! Then we got the train back, and got into lewes... went to the Charcy of course then up to Felix's... but had to leave literally straight away because Lucy and Kandace had to go, and I dont know the people there very well so didn't fancy staying.
But it was a good night.
I get attracted to the most random of people when i'm drunk.
Today i'm going to revise then go to the gym and have another sauna. I love the smell of saunas
I am so sorry for not noteing people, I can't even read your notes!! please keep noting, and i'll get back to you when my other computer's up.
-zen xxxx
"I don't see any holes in the road but you / Find another place to fall."
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