so i had the best valentines day ever in my life, i have the best man ever!!!! he came and picked me up and bought me a HUGE bear and a dozen pink roses, they are my favorite, then he took me to my favorite resturant red lobster! then we went back to him house to "hang out" it was the best night ever! and now i am going to see him veryday till sunday ! yay!!! i love my man!     i also got fake flowers online from my other valentine Kyle Kirwin! lol..

so i am extreamly pissed!! someone (not saying any names cuzits RUDE) decided to post a blog about her and her boyfriend (which is my exboyfriend) and she decided to write how he talks shit about me and how he hates me and thinks i am a bitch.. which is fucked up! i could careless what he thinks of me we are broken up remeber .. for more ten 2 years now and i have had 2 other boyfriends since him andone that i am TOTALLY in love with now, and for her to just post up on the internet what he thinks of me it rude! i am way over the fact that me and him are not together, the fact that they are together, and the fact that we dont talk. what was she tryign to do rub it in my face that he doesnt love me anymore. GIRL GET OVER IT I WAS FIRST! you should be happy that he loves you! i mean he is a GREAT guy. beyond great. he deserves nothign but the best. i do not sit here and talk about him ever.i hardly even think of him. i dotn liek to see him, hear about him, or anythign. that was a different time in my life that i am glad is over! i dont think i would ever go back to that part in my life. dont get me wrong i lived thru him and i wouldnt be where i am today without him but in a way it is a good thing we arent togetehr i dont think i would be doing what i do now ... i have great things in lifenow a boyfriend who really loves me , 2 jobs that support me , a sister that believes in everythign i do , and great friends.. the only thign that i do hate that i left behind is my best friend who i see often and my hero = my dad! but if i was still with my ex i would be goign down hill.. i mean i did alot but i would not be at school or makign the money i am now. so it was a good thing.. i mean i am over it why doesnt everyone else just get over it? PEOPLE I AM A BITCH AND HE HATES ME ... LOOK EVERYONE KNOWS NOW.. happy?? should be! i efuse from using any names becuase no one wants to be talked shyt about of have there name up on the internet .. its embarrassing.. you who is readign this if its YOU you know who its about! and i will leave it between us! if you decided that you want to talk it over like grown adults approach me with it notbe a lil kid and talk shit! it is true that i didnt like you i mean you are with the only guy that made me happy and was always there for me before now. but i tried to liek you i tried to be your friend and then you pull this shit.. thats riduculas.. and for him.. i am over you .. now you get over it and leave me be.. i never ever ever want anythign more with you.. i just wanted to be your friend i thought we were togetehr so long and Loved eachother for a lil bit .. we should be able to be friends but i am a bitch so that wont work out. but you will see me around and you will hear of me or my name and you cant just shit talk.. be aman and say yah i loved her once but now i am in love with a great girl.. dont be a dick! you have someone great i dont get why you guys have so many problems you need to realize what you have in front of your face.. and leave me alone!!!

Anyways! my baby!! i am soo happy.. the other night we were fighting so he bought me roses and a teddy.. he is such a sweat heart.. i am making him dinner tonight and saturday we are goign to my dads in garfield , going to go get the x-mas tree.. maybe make an apperance at the hockey game (maybe.. i dont want ppl to talk shit about me)  then he is sleeping over and sunday is KAYLAS party! great weekend.. cant wait!    <3 Matt!!!      

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so..  saturday was an awesome night.. i went to go see EMPLOYEE OF THE MONTH.. with DAN STAN...

then around 3am SCOTT came over and we watched RUDY .. around 330 we went to BOBS BIG BOY! he had eggs and homefries.. and i had some fries .. and i paid! it was only fair! so i had a great tiem with him! i cant wait to see him again. too bad he went back to schol today, but as soon as my car gets fixxed i will deffinetly go visit him! but thats about it.. i have to work at 7in themorning at baskin robins and at 530 at fashion bug!