zenoisdistance's Xanga

Sunday, June 11, 2006

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 00:56:58 GMT

xanga.. who are you..?

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Sat, 22 Apr 2006 02:22:22 GMT

wow soo it has been really long time since i last updated.. xanga just isnt myspace.. what can i say... so many things have happened.i have over come so many things i have grown from so much hurt. i have made so many new and beautiful memories. i have learne dso much about my self that i never do before.. i am loved like ive never been loved before.. im that kind of happy that people dream about..

.. tonight is prom and im not there.. but im happy for the people that are, its just not my place, i cant bring the people i care about the most, the girl of my dreams cant come.. so i hope everyone is having a good time....

spring break comes one day early..

Sat, 18 Mar 2006 03:44:39 GMT

Saturday, March 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Mar 2006 17:40:15 GMT

ok soooo life is good im finally happy and all this crap that has been going on in my life recently just shows me who my true friends are and i love them for it.. i love them for sticking by my side... it just feels good to actually be treated like im worth something.. for people to actually care.. any way thank you to my few oldest friends for sticking by me and thank you also to the new ones ive made..

....long nights at the park, kisses in the dark becoming close with people i had lost touch with, and watching father of the bride 2 the next morning.. oh happy days

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Mar 2006 20:58:28 GMT

holy shit i love life.. i love.. love, i love making beautiful memories everynight.i love being thrown around in the back if a jeep. i love kisses and all of us trying to play strip go fish...

.. how may lesbians does it take to get a waffle out of a waffle iron..

Friday, February 17, 2006

Fri, 17 Feb 2006 00:05:02 GMT

happy times come and go.. but right now there here.. and it feels really good. usually at a time when i would be freaking out and stressed to the limit im not im taking in everything with a good thoughts of the what could be. and alot of hope.. im ready to be happy again.. even if it means giving up a little right now.

Saturday, February 11, 2006

Sat, 11 Feb 2006 19:14:33 GMT

what can i say other than everyday i wake up wishing it was then.. but it never is

Saturday, February 04, 2006

Sat, 04 Feb 2006 00:57:34 GMT

who am i without you... it's like a sky without its blue.

what am i to do wihtout my beautiful you...

i have hope that we will see,

all of the perfect things taht we could be..

Saturday, January 28, 2006

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 00:56:39 GMT

ill never be good enough, ill never be nice enough, or i will just never be enough for you.. all i am is something to throw away.. so fine throw me away.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

Tue, 24 Jan 2006 22:36:11 GMT

today i spent the whole day thinking of the past and of how things use to be better.. it made me really really miss alot of the little things life use to offer me on a day to day basis. i wish that it was the begining of last summer.. love, my best firends, video games, and lots of food. it makes me smile to think about those things.. maybe tomorrow will be a better day.. maybe i will be be able to focus on the good things going on around me now. i hope.-andi