I was talking with my Mom this morning and she said I had changed and was much easier to talk to.  Well, I am here to say that I have grown up quite a bit over the past few years.  I will give credit to Xanga for a good portion of the change since I used this site to vent and work through all the thoughts in my mind.  Scarey huh?  It was a great way to deal with my insanity.  Better than going to a therapist.  Now I can honestly say with a very clear conscience and open heart that my past entries were all a figment of my imagination.  Read into this whatever you want.  But I have cleared a good bit of blockage in my life and feel that I have caught up physically, mentally and spiritually to my physical age.  WooHoo!  I am a Crone!    I am finally a crazy old lady who is enjoying my life.

May you each find your happiness. Namaste.  Zera