Happy Anniversary!

It's been a year
Since we have kissed
More than a hundred times I ve said the three words
Of a love that has proved more than true

Parted seven thousand miles
Waited thirty and seven days
No kiss nor hug, makes me older
The entwined hearts will never be distangled

I crave for you
Crave for a hug to complete my discontented emptied half
Not knowing when is the relieve

This is just the beginning
Of a wonderful life with you
A legacy of memories unending

Thank you for making my year complete
Love you always

終於到今日，一周年快樂！

一年前那晚的情景依然歷歷在目，當時是多麼的真實，令我多麼的喘不氣來。沒想到我們之間最關鍵時刻既地點都是那麼的奇特，即使那裡分貝達到150dB，我覺得那空間只有我與妳靜靜地抱擁著。

經過過往十二個月無數次的吵鬧，我深信我們對對方已有足夠的認知。即使現在情況很不令人羨慕，但我肯定我們的根已夠緊箍，不易會分開。始終，我覺得我們這對是很有緣，很合襯。既緣份得來不易，就一定要好好珍惜兩情相悅的現在。

沒有人能承諾將來，但我肯定我們將有更多的一年！還有很多地方等著我們一起去探索，我等妳！

今晚，妳走了。雖然看著妳進入那片冰冷的磨砂玻璃門，但我無法相信呢一切係事實。我的身體很空虛無助，感覺像是夢的一般，在回途的路上亦曾掙扎嘗試弄醒自己，希望這一切只是一個夢罷了。九點半看著四顆閃爍的訊號燈劃破長空，也許那只是另一路過的航班，但心想妳定是在上面，我也有很久沒有這麼般瞭望飛機在雲層中消逝。

我不得不佩服妳冷靜樂觀地面對最後的這幾天，甚至最後的這幾小時。妳還常常叫我不要去想不要難過，但誰會想呢？與妳一起時，我也勉強控制得了自己，回到家中，我終在房間失了控。我未試過有這般的心痛，但最痛的莫過於把妳交給我的草稿打上日記，這對我梗直是不可能的任務。

這十一個月裡，妳曾使我歡樂、感動、無奈、甚至憤怒，妳真的給了我很多。妳亦早已成為我生活的一部份，不能缺少的一部份。妳的態度、習慣、嗜好、口吻、氣味、品味，這一切就像乘數表般永遠刻於心裡。可是萬萬想不到從明天開始我就要在沒有妳的情況下走自己的路，沒想到明天起只可看著我們的合照、妳給我的禮物、書信來回味我們曾經恩愛的經歷。今天共渡了最後的午餐、最後一次拖手、擁抱、亦交換最後的一個吻，我對這些到很感觸，但我相信這不會是我們的 "最後" 。

曾經覺得long d是不可能，晒時間，甚至對妳說 "我唔會同妳long d"。回想起真的覺得很諷刺，即使我是說笑，我明白當時傷透了妳。只是我誓想不到我們亦落得如此田地。現今設身處地，我會好肯定咁同妳講  "我會等妳！" 。即使這是多難接受也罷了，我無論如何亦捨不得妳。雖然這個年代初戀多沒結果，但我只想與妳一起走更多的路，我捨不得過去，更不能放棄未來。我對妳有信心！

保重了，過多兩天妳又大一歲，相信妳那天會戴我給妳的項鍊拍照留念吧。妳即將開始新的生活，認識新的圈子。我明白這一切對妳都是很大的挑戰，加油呀！要生醒d呀！妳冇得再倚賴妳媽咪同我架啦！要對自己有信心，要為自己創造未來，報答妳家人對妳的恩情。

可能到最終我只是妳生命中的一位過客，我只想妳記得我們曾經共同擁有過的美好時光。妳甚少要我許下承諾... 我答應妳，我會努力做好自己，我會等妳！終有一日我會開車到機場接妳！無論發生咩事，妳始終係我心底最愛既一個，永遠都係。沒有妳， 我亦一樣捱不到今天，多謝妳令我成長，閃耀我這近一年的時光。

我愛妳！

14 August

Ten...

For this ten months, there's no distance between you and me at all.

Ten days later, we will be parted form each other for seven thousand three hundred and fourty six kilometers.

In the remaining ten days, let's try our best to vivid every memorable moment between us.

When will be the next time we exchange a distanceless kiss and hold our ten fingers together?

I wonder how will I endure the coming ten months.

I will miss you so bad.

Hate the miserable fate.

Hate the wretched reality.

Hate the notorious speed of time.

Hate the way I ve been in these two months.

They re going to take away all the ones I love.

If, and only if I have the ability,

I will let time stop at the moment when love is all arounded, forever.

31 July 2007

Quite a special day...

1 - There's nothing good or bad, everything got its good & bad side. There's a thing I should be happy with and its also a thing that I am upset with.

2 - Finally, my job is done and recieved the cheque (Money that I've earned with my own hand).

To the others, my job seems to be boring as hell, and I do agree with that to a certain degree. However, I ve also noticed that whenever I m in the mood and take the job seriously, the hour could passes so fast cuz I was enjoying it. Since there's hundreds of people walking by everysingle day, I've seen so many different people. Some in hyper mood, some look good, some look dumb, some look nasty, some who are a really bad parent etc.. Just looking at a person's face, there's lot to tell, and some to learn.

Been working as a sales, I certainly sure that I ve improve my communication skill and be more responsible to a certain degree. Moreover, I've also learnt some marketing strategies from my boss as I was put in the front line of the business environment.

The conclusion is: There's always something to learn in anything, just go for it and have a shot.

My Sales record:

11th July

• Rain (Brown) - Local boy aged ~10

13th July

• Take Off (Black) - Local man aged ~30

14th July

• Rain (Brown) - Local woman aged ~35
• Rain (Blue) - Mainland girl aged 16-18
• Rain (Brown) - Taiwan man aged ~40
• Element (Black) - Mainland woman aged ~35

15th July

• Element (Black) - Mainland man aged ~30

18th July

• Element (Black) - Mainland man aged ~30

20th July

• Take Off (Black) - Local man aged ~30

25th July

• Easy (Black) - Local boy aged ~14
• Easy (Black) - Thai man aged ~25

27th July

• Element (Black) - Local boy aged ~10
• Element (Black) - Local family for their son aged ~15

29th July

• Venture (Black) - Local family for their son aged ~15
• Easy (Black) - Local girl aged ~ 12
• Element (Back) - Local goy aged ~12

31st July

• Easy (Black) - Local woman aged ~40

Worked 17days and sold 17 bags in total, avg 1bay/day  (not bad)