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the weather is ugly.
i hate ohio.
i cant wait to get out of this place.
forever.

school is pointless.
i feel like im wasting my time here.
i cant wait to actually learn about things
that i enjoy.
maybe then i will actually do my homework? and not get a 32% in homework, in geometry.

ive been painting a lot lately.
yess, more than usual.
i think all of my paint brushes are worn down.
and i have never used so much paint.
what can i say, im in love.

i work at dairy queen now.
so does jodie.
that sounds like a good idea, right?
we will not laugh and talk, we will work.

i want to get my license.
right now, please.
and i wish i could move in with my dad
like that would ever work.

lately i have learned that decisions suck.
maybe i just suck at making them...
maybe my mind is just never made up...
maybe i just dont know what i want?

i wish our school was different.
its filled with so much hate.
ever wonder what things would be like
if everyone just got along a little better?

i hate it when someone you really care about
just ends up hurting you.
so much for trusting you.
congratulations.

im pumped for summer. who isnt?
but this summer promises to be amazing.
10,000 plans will soon evolve in the shed.
that and ordering a lot of....pizza
with no one other than my bestest friend
[the cutie pie girl on the left]

[note: that is me on the right, back in the 8th grade when my hair was still blonde]

i think i am done with xanga for awhile.
theres not really a point anymore
is there even a point for anything?

as for now i am just patiently waiting for this awful year to end, and an endless summer to begin. <3

this is nathan, my cat.
just because he's cute. 
but his eyes dont look like that all the time.
i sware.

i kind of liked this.
an old exam painting.
from painting 1.

simplicity

ahhh the long weekend was exactly what i needed, it was very much enjoyed.  

I've developed a liking to the warm weather we've had lately, but i'm hoping to make it up to mad riverrr at least once more.

snowboarding will be very well missed, but i am ready for school to be over, and a lottt of fun to start... ahh summer has never sounded so good.

aaaand i finished up my painting today//

yeah so minus the massive glare, i am somewhat fond of this one.

uhhhh anyone up for a road trip? I want a sweetheart brownie sundae.. preferably, right now.

aaand only 72 dayssss left till monroe <33 scoreee

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me

i want to find out as much
as I can about everyone
and everything.

i miss the stars.
and i wish it were warm
so i can stay outside all night

im afraid of getting stuck in this town
i want to experience life
i want to live somewhere interesting
where i can learn and see new things

i wish people were more open minded
imagine what things would be like
if everyone just got a fair chance

i dont like being expected so much of
im afraid i will become a disappointment

i hate sleeping alone
i dont like not having anyone there
im afraid something will happen
or i will die alone in my sleep

i put thought into each little thing.
you have to look closely to actually see what things are about.
because it isnt always obvious

i wish the world was more clean
we are destroying our environment
we will realize one day all that we took for granted

im afraid of trusting people
i guess its easier not to
than to take the chance of them
letting you down

i think everything is art
its an amazing feeling when you can
discover how beautiful everything actually is

have you taken the time to find out
who i really am?

get to know

someone random

this week.

put aside all previous judgements
you may surprise youself
with a new friend

tomorrow = amazing.

and amazing can only be summed up in these few words.

JODIE, MANDY, cota bus, exploring, spill canvas, working title, downtownnn, food <33 ahh, perfeccction, im thinking yesssss?

3 girls, with no sense of direction, 2 backpacks, a digital camera, snacks, and a few bucks..

see. dont you worry, we'll be able to take down anyone.

..let the fun beginnn.. and the rap music.

EDIT.. PICTURESPICTURESPICTURESPICTUREs<3

StOrY TiMeE!

on the bussss <33

(note: this was a weirddd coincidence, the man walking on gay street was actually wearing lipstick, high heels and a dress)

^^ so then we wanted to get to the top of this really tall building. which, obviously, we were nottt allowed to be in. it involved a lot of distracting cops, running under ropes and diving into elevators.

then, once we got to a floor, we needed to get back in the elevator to escape, but uhhhhh the sign reads "Card key needed to activate door"

we paniced and started sprinting, but luckily, there was an escalator. so we ran down that, and through a few halls, and ended up HERE:

This is indoors might i add, yeah apparently we picked a very wealthy company to disrupt.

splish <3 splash.

uhhhh. then we got kicked out.

but we then decided to go to our actual destination.. NOT freaking 13477 miles away or anything. but after getting wrong directions like 10 times, we got there.

ahh my gosh. what a cutie.

not to mention the best band everrrrr <3!!!!

and uh, i love my friends.

Currently Listening Complete Discography By Minor Threat see related

[[prepare yourself, for a massive load of pictures]]

this isn't really out of the ordinary.. we all normally do this every weekend, ya know.

but.. i love my friends, that's all there is to it  

andd, it just happened to be 2 of their very special, sweet 16th brithdaysss

 all of us <33

 in the hummerrrr <33

 lovelovelovelovelove

 me and my babyy girl

couple of cuties

taking off your shoes, and playing in the fountain at easton mall on a friday night with your best friends, in expensive dresses= LOVE <33

mmm i will leave you with this, waah bam... representin' the shock. 

wait.... editt//moree pics

ahh i love these girlsss, woahhh everybody look at jodie's excessive cleavage!

we are mature.

mhmmm also

i am owning at this whole exam stuff, but my grade card is looking... pretty down as of now. what can i say, at least i did real good in health and everything?

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&& PS// what did you do this saturday night? ..dance around for an hour doing kung foo in the dark with strobe lights on.. didn't think so. you missed out big time yo

THE SPILL CANVAS.

FEB 09 - Columbus, OH @ The Basement
with Hit the Lights and As Tall As Lions
6:00pm

^All i can say is praiseee Jesus... and my month, no my year... was just made.

//edit, later?