| so hmm. i was told to update so here it goes... school finally ended. and summer as you all know has flown by, its halfway out the window. june was wonderful. i got a job, and enjoyed it until now..but now it blows. finally got a car..one out of my league at that... and spent alot of time with shayne..with every moment treasured. he left to go to live and work with his gpa to pay off some stuff at the end of the month....pretty much sucked since he left. ive been trying to get alot of hours to make time go by faster...and ......yeah it doesnt help much. specially when you know you are only getting payed five and a half dollars an hour. lol.but whatever helps me keep my mind off of the fact that he's left me :( ...so now its july...july 4th was okay. didnt do much bc he wasnt here. saw a movie with the fam but nothing else. no parade, no fireworks. just wasnt in the mood. o well i guess there is always next year. .. so still workin, without him home.....and once he comes back sadly he will no longer live in edmond due to the unfortunate circumstance with his parents. i do get to talk to him every day but it just doesnt do it for me. i want him back. everything would be so much better. dont get me wrong the few friends i have i treasure, but he takes it to another level? i guess. hard to explain..
there is one good thing that has happened this month. i got my dog problems in the mail today. its a great cd, just makes me think more and more of em. dang, i am a sorry excuse for a strong person(inside that is...) he's the only thing i think about in my free time, not a bad thing but look how weak i am without him. lol. guess he needs to stick around dontcha think? i do haha. gnite kids. have a good remainder of the summer.
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| snails see the benefits.....the beauty in every inch.
summer is here......yipee!
still <3in shayne.....
-steph. |
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