| im really missing someone right now......proof of how much i need her? idk.....im not dead...........but i dont feel alive. |
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| i wish i could put into words how i feel right now......i dont know really......i feel so broken up.......so ........lonely?.........i think i just want someone to fall asleep next to again........someone to just lay there with.......someone to......hold my hand..........but nobodys hand fits like the one i miss...........i want someone.........but theres only one person on my mind :( ............................i miss her so much................its been almost a year......why am i still so broken up over this?..............why?.....................i wish i knew.............i wish ...................i dont know.........i miss her though.....i do know that. |
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| its christmas morning......i hope everyone is having a great christmas.....i feel so empty right now......im missing something.....i wish she knew how much i need her. merry christmas everyone. |
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| blahit just doesnt feel like christmas this year......i hate this feeling of heartbreak and lonliness. im trying my hardest to make it through....i think im doing ok.....it hurts but i am ok.........things just feel so weird right now. |
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| to the one i lovei guess its time to face the truth.....i cant make you smile the way i used to. it hurts so much inside but i think im getting used to it......definatly not over it.....but maybe used to it.......i guess since its not me.....atleast someone is......i want you to be happy......i want you to follow your heart......i want you to have everything your heart desires......i just wish it was me......i still think about you every night before i fall asleep.....when the lights go out and im all alone, your all that is on my mind......i will love you forever and ever......please dont forget about me. |
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