Deep Thoughts About Life and You In It
Do you live in the moment? Some days
I try
Sometimes
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others? Some days
Yeah
I try to be
Do you have any secrets? Nah
I might
A few
Do you hate yourself? Not usually
No way!
No
Do you like your handwriting?  Oh sure
Haha, maybe
Yes, it makes me special.  It's like a secret code, that nobody but me can read, and sometimes not even me!
Do you have any bad habits? Insanity
Slouchityouching still, hahha, and procrasti-freaki-nating
Slouching
What is the compliment you get from most people? Oh god, I don't even take care of myself anymore... once in a while clothes, maybe eyes, smile...
Eyes
I don't compliments often, if I do, usually it's about something I'm wearing, I like to wear random things sometimes...
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called? I still like that, nice alliteration there...
hahaha, yeah, strange squirrel girl
The Strange Squirrel Girl
What's your biggest fear? Losing control of my life
Yeah, probably same as below still
Needles.  Mad Cow Disease.  Losing a family member.
Can you sing? All the time
Oh suuuuure
I can, but it doesn't sound pretty
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool? I do love costumes...
Hahaha, no, I'm a ninja, I'm cool by nature
No
Are you a loner? No
NO!  No Shannon from a year ago, you are not a loner!  Geez... friends make life ten million billion infinity times better!
In general, yes
What are your #1 priorities in life? Yeah, being happy with what I've done, where I am, and where I'm going
Contenedness
School, learning (they're 2 different things), helping others
If you were another person, would you be friends with you? Yeah!  Maybe... haha
Yeaahhh, I'm supercool
Probably
Are you a daredevil? Nope
Haha, no
Nope
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself? Nah
Fear?  YES, I'ma scary person.
I don't like how shy I tend to be around new people
Are you passive or aggressive? Somewhere in between
I may be passive aggressive, hahaha
Aggressive
Do you have a journal? Not really
I have a xangaangaanaganagaaaaa
I have this... does this count?
What is your greatest strength and weakness? Oh goodness... I have a short-term memory of gold, it's a double-edged sword...
Being non-judgemental, and not having confidence
Greatest strength... deep thinking.  Greatest weakness... deep thinking.
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? Be more on top of shit
Uhhhh, yeah, I could do with some less social awkwardness, but I've gotten a lot better about it
I would want to be less socially awkward.
Do you think you are emotionally strong? Some days
Yeahhhh, hopefully
Maybe
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life? Nah
No, not really
No
Do you think life has been good so far? Yeah man!
Yeah!
Yes
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life? Yeah, let's stick with that
Yeah, below sounds good still
Oh goodness... that people get caught up in their ideas and they can't be blamed for that
What do you like the most about your body? Eyes, arms are getting more defined... boobs have gotten smaller, blegh
Eyes, yeah... lower arms?  Hahaha... I like my boobs too
I dunno... Probably my eyes, though they aren't entirely even...
And least? Let's go with upper theighs.. I think I just need to accept the belly
Yeah, da belly, and lovehandles
My belly & theighs
Do you think you are good looking? Average
I'm alright, I think
Not particularly
Are you confident? Some days
Ha, that's so wrong below.  LIAR!  Depends on the situation
Generally, yes
What is the fictional character you are most like? I haven't met them all yet, so how can I say??
Ummm... I dunno... there are so many!
I have no idea
Are you perceived wrongly? Sure
Yeahhh, sometimes
Yes

Do You...
Smoke? Hahaha... no, I wouldn't say so
Nope
No
Do drugs? Caffeine, alcohol, the usuals...
Nope
No
Read the newspaper? Nah
Nope
Once in a blue moon
Pray? No
Nope
Not regularly
Go to church? Rarely
Nope
No
Talk to strangers who IM you? No, strangers don't usually IM me these days...
Nope
Usually no.  I don't like talking to strangers over the Internet anymore, it seems pretty silly and a bit creepy to me
Sleep with stuffed animals? No
Yep
Yes
Take walks in the rain? Oh man, I took so many walks in the rain last summer...
Yep
Yes, or more like runs.  Not long runs, maybe more like frolics.  Yes, I take frolics in the rain.  Does that make sense?
Talk to people even though you hate them? There's nobody that I really hate who I have to talk to...
I don't hate, I love!  Hahahaha
I don't hate people
Drive? Some days
Yep
Yes
Like to drive fast? Once in a while
Nope
Sometimes

Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice? Probably not
Eh, no
No
Hurt yourself? Nah
No
Uhmm... I poke my legs with my mechanical pencil while I do homework, but that's about it
Been out of the country? Haha, yeah!  Same as below again, plus England and Ireland.
FUCK YEAH! Same as below, plus Belgium, France, Luxembourg, Switzerland, Italy, Austria, Germany, the Czech Republic, and Poland!  WOO!
Yes, to Mexico... and to Canada if you count walking around Niagra Falls
Eaten something that made other people sick? Oh sure
hahaha, yeah
Yep
Been in love? No
No...
Nope
Done drugs? Haha, I smoked recently...
Nope
Nope
Gone skinny dipping? Oh sure
Yep
Yep
Had a medical emergency? Yeah, I s'pose.  Don't know why I decided to write "s'pose."
Yep
Yep
Had surgery? Yeah
Yep
Yep
Ran away from home? Nah
Nope
Nope
Played strip poker? Nope
Nope
Nope
Gotten beaten up? Nope
Nope
By my sister when I was little, I guess... she pulled both of my arms out of their sockets once when I was an infant
Beaten someone up? Nope
Nope
No
Been picked on? Nah
Not really
Yes
Been on stage? Yeppers
Yep
Yes
Slept outdoors? Oh yes
Yep
Yes
Thought about suicide? No
Nope
No
Pulled an all nighter? Oh yes
Hells yeah
Yes
If yes, what is your record? Who keeps track anymore?
I don't even know anymore
I went to work in the morning on a few hours of sleep, then came home and napped for like 40 minutes in the afternoon, then packed until around 11, slept for about 10 minutes, then continued packing until 4 the next afternoon.  Packing to move, not for a vacation...
Gone one day without food? No sirree
Nope
No
Talked on the phone all night? Nah
Nope
No
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex? Oh sure
Yep
No
Slept all day? Yes
Yep
Pretty close to it
Killed someone? No
Nope
YES!  I'M A CRAZED MURDERER, AND I'M COMING TO GET YOU!  Not really, though
Made out with a stranger? I guess...
Yep
No
Had sex with a stranger? Nah
Nope
No
Thought you're going crazy? Yeah, haha
Yep
Yes
Kissed the same sex? Who did I kiss on the cheek??
On the cheek
No
Done anything sexual with the same sex? Nope
Nope
No
Been betrayed? Nah
Nope
Not really
Had a dream that came true? Apparently?
Yep
I guess
Broken the law? Sure
Yep
Yes
Met a famous person? Kinda
Nope
No
Have you ever killed an animal by accident? Yeah..
Yep
Yes
On purpose? Not really
Kinda, still the same as below
I've held them for euthanasia...
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell? No
Nope
Don't think so
Stolen anything? Yeah, the glasses... and pumpkins long ago with Mel, haha
YEAH!  Hahaha, glasses from a bar
No
Been on radio/tv? There's a very very brief clip of me on a show on Irish TV
Nope
No
Been in a mosh pit? NO
Nope
No
Had a nervous breakdown? Maybe
Probably
Probably
Bungee jumped? No
Nope
No
Had a dream that kept coming back? Yeah
Once
Yes

Beliefs
Believe in life on other planets? Let's hope so
Probably
Probably
Miracles? Maybe
Eh, dunno
Maybe
Astrology? Nah
No, but it's fun to think about
Perhaps
Magic? Oh sure
YEAH!  Nature
YEAH!  I'm a wizard, wooooooo!
God? Undecided
Maybe
Not sure
Satan? Undecided again
Maybe
Not sure
Santa? Sometimes
YES
No
Ghosts? Nah
No
Mayhaps
Luck? Oh sure
Not really
No
Love at first sight? No
Probably not
Don't think so
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)? Yep
Yes
Yes
Witches? Nah
No
No
Easter bunny? Yes
Yes
Yes
Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever? Yep
Yes
Yes
Believe there’s a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow? Oh sure!
FUCK YEAH
Yes... I'ma gonna catch me one of them leprechauns one of these days...
Do you wish on stars? Not often...
Sometimes
No

Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell? Like, Dante's Inferno and Paradise?  Nah..
Probably not
No
Do you think God has a gender? Maybe.....?
No..?
No
Do you believe in organized religion? I'm pretty sure it does exist, yes
Hahaha, yeah
Nope, I think it's all some made up show that everyone puts on just to confuse me.
Where do you think we go when we die? Somewhere, or maybe nowhere
Uhhhh, I'm not surrrreeeeee how it all works
Wouldn't know

Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends? Yeah
Yep
Yes
Who is your best friend? Sarah
Lina!  Becky!
Ummm... Lina, I guess
Who's the one person that knows most about you? Sarah, Lina
Lina
Not sure... probably Hill
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you? Um, to live in the moment?
Uhhh.. Becky's advice is usually good
I don't know that I get much advice...
Your favorite inside joke? Mistah T-rex.
Hahaha, I don't knowwww...
Uhhh... maybe the whole windshield things
Thing you're picked on most about? Being uptight
Yeahhh, probably the same, being in a bubble, ha
Quietness/Not smiling
Who's your longest known friend? Antoine, actually, I'd say
Yeahhh, jenjen kessel
That I still talk to?  Um, Antoine!
Jenny
Newest? Ehh...Miya!
I met ariel and tom last night, and now we're facebook friends!  does that count?
...
Shyest? Yeah, Linana
Lina
They're all more outgoing than I am
Funniest? Yeah, Becky is pretty hilarious, though I haven't gotten to see her much in the past year, :(
Becky
Probably Sarah B
Sweetest? Sweet, ha
I dunno... they're all amazing!
They're all evil!  Not really, but I don't know
Closest? Sarah, Lina
Lina
The Sarahs
Weirdest? They're all a little strange
Lina
Lina
Smartest? We're all on a pretty even playing field, I'd say
Uuuuhhh... we're all supersmart!  YEAH!
Me!  Just kidding... but, uhmm.. I guess Ms. 4.0, Melanie
Ditziest? Nobody!
Sara, sorry friend
Mel
Friends you miss being close to the most? Yeah, I'd say Lina
Lina
The Sarahs
Last person you talked to online? Lina
Lina
Lina
Who do you talk to most online? Lina, Antonius
Lina, Bobby
Lina
Who are you on the phone with most? Um... hard to say, my parents, Sarah, nobody, really
For extended periods of time?  Probably Bobby, at this point...
My mom
Who do you trust most? Sarah, Lina, Becky
Lina, Becky
Sarah B, I guess...
Who listens to your problems? Sarah, Lina
Lina, Becky, Sarah, Sara, everyone!
They all do, usually
Who do you fight most with? Nobody, really
Nobody!  No fights, fights BAD!
Lina
Who's the nicest? They all good
They're all nice!
Probably Jenny
Who's the most outgoing? Sara, yeah, lol, Henry and Reuven are pretty out there, too
Sara Shook, for sure
Jenny
Who's the best singer? ME.  haha
Jenn
Jenny... wow, that's three in a row!
Who's on your poop list? Pooopie!
My poop list?  Ewww...
Mel, because she went to the Bahamas, apparently...
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend? Nah
No
No
Who's your second family? The world
Ummmm... the europe crew!
I don't have one... Some of my friends parents don't even like me...
Do you always feel understood? Haha, no
Well, no
No
Who's the loudest friend? Meh
Sara S
Mel
Do you trust others easily? Averagely
No
No
Who's house were you last at? Eeeee.... Reuven's, briefly, last weekend...
Uhhhh... that tom persons apartment, before the rocky horror picture show
Sarah B's... I really need to make some AZ friends
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Um... Mom's?
bobby
Uhmm..
Do your friends know you? Oh sure
Yeahhh, they know me
Maybe
Friend that lives farthest away: KICKI!
Yep, still the same as below
They all do... Jenny's in Ohio right now though, so her

Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake? Nah
No
No
What do you find romantic? Going out of your way to do nice things...bah
Yeah, same as below still
Sweetness
Turn-on? Intelligence.  Fo sho.
Yeah, being nice, dressing well, being silly, intelligence
Niceness
Turn-off? Haha, being pretentious
Yeah, being mean is NOT COOL.
Meanness
First kiss?  Prague guy, yeah, oh goodness...
Hahaha, dude in Prague..
...
If someone you had no interest in had interest in dating you how would you feel? Awkward
Eh, I dunno
Bad, but what can you do?
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them or going out? Yeah
Knowing them beforehand
I guess
Have you ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out? For the sake of it, yeah, but I probably still wouldn't, haha
Meh
Yeah, mostly for equality's sake, but I probably still wouldn't
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? Sure
Yep
Yes
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? Some
Hopefully
Maybe
What is best about the opposite sex? Haha, penis.  They aren't good for much else, right?
uhhh, the penis?  hahaha, just kidding, uh, I dunno
...
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex? Haha, the penis.
yeah, same as below, I guess
The way they act about menstruation... IT'S NOT GROSS (well, yeah it kinda is, but you shouldn't react with "Eww, gross" because we already feel bad enough), IT'S NOT EVIL, GET OVER IT!  We have to live with it, so you should learn to too.
What's the last present someone gave you? Eeee...easter basket from Tess, haha
uhmmmm, tess bought me a box of chococococolate to replace my v-day candy because it had gelatin last week
My mommy gave me some undies that say "Kiss Me, I'm Irish!" for st. patty's day
Are you in love? No
No, I don't think so
No
Do you consider your significant other hot? I have no other who is significant
Yeah, der
...

Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you? My worries, they're like a person
Haunted?  Uhhhh, SARAH WOODS!  Hahaha, I dunno
Haunted?  Nobody, I hope
You wanted to kill? My cat who was just tearing up my carpet
Uhm, nobody?
Nobody
That you laughed at? Sarah, probably
Hahaha, I dunno, myself probably
Not sure
That laughed at you? Brandin at work laughed at me
Everyone, hahaha, yeah, I don't know, Hill?
Not sure again
That turned you on? Ew, let's not talk about any of that
Hahaha, mr b
And again, not sure
You went shopping with? Groceries with Sarah
Tess!
My mommy
That broke your heart? Nobody
Nobody, still, yay
Nobody
To disappoint you? James
Uhm... yeah, probably Hill
Hill
To ask you out? James
bobby
Nobody recently
To make you cry? James
uhmm... myself
Gahh, don't know
To brighten up your day? Eh, dunno
Euhh, Sarah W, for inviting me out last night
Probably my mom
That you thought about? Well, sarah's talking behind me...
what?  I'm thinking about all sorts of people right now!
My mom, because I just though about her for the last ?
You saw a movie with? Um, like, at a theater? No clue.  At home, Sarah...
sarah w, ariel, tom, and dawn
Hill
You talked to on the phone? Ooohh... people at work
uhmm... tess
My mom
You talked to through IM/ICQ? Lina
Lina
Lina
You saw? Sarah
Hill
My roommate is sitting across from me right now...
You lost? My uncle Jerry
Uhm, yeah, I think greatuncle still, it's been a good year
My greatuncle

Right This Moment...
Are you going out? Nope, I'm sitting here
Nope
No
Will it be with your significant other? n/a
N/A
No
Or some random person? ...
N/A
No
What are you wearing right now? work clothes... splash pants, scrub top
red pj pants, grey summer meeting tshirt... cotton swabs in my ears
Jeans, an old dress, a white t-shirt, pink tennis shoes
Body part you're touching right now: I just rubbed my eyes in frustration because sarah just told me that there's dog piss everywhere
um, my arms are kinda resting on my legs...
Well, my legs are crossed, so they're touching each other...
What are you worried about right now? Yes, that thing, college, and plane tickets
SCHOOL
Grades... my back pain, it's terrible today
What book are you reading? None for fun, for classes, Thomas Aquinas philosophy shit, a short story I'm gonna write an essay on, that's kinda it
Fo classssss: Beak of the Finch, Upright, Taking Sides, Physical Anthropology, Pillar of Sand, and Earth in the Balance... I think that's it...
For fun? Nothing... For class... Historical Metaphors and Mythical Realities, or something along those lines... Also, the Aeneid
What's on your mousepad? No mouse, still the Roxy mousepad, though!
My roxy one's on my desK! but I never use it, cause I don't use a mouse anymore
I don't have one!  I wonder where my Roxy one is...
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:  Frustrated, tired, mono-tastic, fun-deprived, excited
Tired, confuse-ed, sickish, EXCITED, and anxious
Tired, hurting, annoyed, excited, bored
Are you bored? A bit
Not really
Yes
Are you tired? Oh yes
Yeah
Yes
Are you talking to anyone online? Not really, talked to Lina a bit ago
Nope, everyone went to beddyby, I think
No
Are you talking to anyone on the phone? Nah
Nope
No
Are you lonely or content? Lonleyish
Content
Lonelyish
Are you listening to music? Nope!  Though sarah is singing about benadryl, haha... apparently it's her only friend
Nope
No