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ok... it's been forever since i wrote here last time. Well i think i may continue it later on, may be not, because i already have one online thingy on liveinternet, so this entry probably is the good-bye one. Well my head is messed up now, everything's new. Yesterday me and Lusie wet to the pool, it's open now thanx god, also there's a sauna and a fitness room there. So i'm going there in a few minutes. I guess i'll just keep myself busy with stuff and tan, the sun always keeps me up :) Weird - we were so sure that we're staying in this house i'm living in right now for at least two more weeks, but yeaterday it turned out that the contract is over next thursday, so I think we better get out monday or somethin and hang out the rest of the week somewhere by the ocean... Can't wait to leave this place. too many memories. well i'm sittin here in my pink'n'black swim suit and a tiny shirt. freezin. i need to get to the sun and chill. feel like i'm becoming a psycho. may be i already am one... i want nothing. nothing and nobody. feel empty. what would i do back at home? go party probably... naat.. don't want to. Just listening to Bumbox (ukr), cigaret smoke all over.. messy room.. suit cases.... yep. ready to get out. well the only one think i want now - not to think of anything... just go to the store buy some fruits w salad, and jump in the pool. ok. i'lll continue in the evening... i guess... and then i'm done.

smoochez. bye