Days passed. Many things went by. Some funny, some sad, some frustrating, some boring... and each time, i tell myself "I should write about it"

It did not happened.

Now, I ask myself "why".

It has gotten quite intimidating to me to just bare my heart and soul to the world on my blog. It makes me feel vulnerable. What used to be a sharing among close friends through this blog has became something of the past. I have 'privatized'. Some close friends remained close. I thank God for that. We still share. I'm glad.

So what's the use of this blog now?

I looked back on my blog heading "The Joy of the Lord is My Strength"

It has been a long long time ago since I have thought in such a way. Growing up has not been a smooth journey. There's pain, hurt, disappointments, betrayal, loneliness...  and of cause, the good things. I think it's time for me to take hold of my scattered thoughts, and bind them in a good way... give thanks to God, who has always remain faithful in my life.

So let the joy of the Lord be my strength again!

 

Each night before I go to sleep, I like to read one of my little short love stories. It never fail to touch my heart and make me just lay and dream... perhaps... perhaps...

I can be a hopeless romantic sometimes. amazingly.