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Friday, November 04, 2005

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 21:06:43 GMT

I am the key to the lock in your house
That keeps your toys in the basement
And if you get too far inside
You'll only see my reflection

It's always best when the light is off
I am the pick in the ice
Do not cry out or hit the alarm
You know we're friends till we die

And either way you turn
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there
Climbing up the walls

It's always best when the light is off
It's always better on the outside
Fifteen blows to the back of your head
Fifteen blows to your mind

So lock the kids up safe tonight
Put the eyes in the cupboard
I've got the smell of a local man
Who's got the loneliest feeling

That either way he turns
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there

*sigh*

why cant things just get better

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 02:33:05 GMT

i'm gunna dj on new years eve...
ramzi = excited

give me suggestions for what songs i should play!

Friday, September 30, 2005

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 02:52:37 GMT

raise your hand if your life sucks hard ass

*raises hand*

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Tue, 13 Sep 2005 16:22:49 GMT

so i went to drop my sister off this morning at school. I got back home around 8 AM. I went inside, made some breakfast... sat down and watched TV. Then i went and took my brother to school. I got back around 9:15. I went on AIM and picked up my guitar and started playing. I put the pick in my mouth for this solo i like playing... it requires my fingers. After i finished the solo, i had to go use the bathroom. So i did. I came back and picked up my guitar... problem... i dont have my pick. I looked EVERYWHERE for it. LIterally turned my room over. Went around the house, back into the bathroom. absolutely could not find it. I just decided... fuck it i'll play with my fingers. 10:15... i had to sneeze. I took the pick out of my mouth and put it on the table to sneeze. I picked up the pick... looked at it for a second... and just shook my head.

literally an hour... lol

i'm so cool.

Thursday, September 01, 2005

Thu, 01 Sep 2005 14:11:09 GMT

You tell me I can't slow down
you tell where I've gotta be
I speed into the darkness
but I swear that I can't see a thing in front of me
You know its true
I'm not driving anymore,
I can't keep up with you.

You're closing in behind me
Well I've got headlight in my eyes,
Don't you get too close to me
Can't you see that we'll collide,
and end up casualties
there's just no room
I'm not driving anymore,
I can't keep with you

So leave me on my own,
Run me down and race away from me
I've got nowhere to go to,
And I don't think I can get back on my feet,
back on my feet

You came right out of nowhere
Eyes wide and terrified,
and I can't put my brakes on,
And I can't swerve to save your life
cause then I'll lose control,
and I can't choose
I'm not driving anymore
I can't keep up with you

So leave me on my own
Run me down and race away from me
I've got no where to go to
I don't think I can get back on my feet,
back on my feet.

Get me out of harm's way,
Can't you see I'm paralyzed,
I wanna fade out gracefuly,
but you keep keeping me alive
to face another day,
can't you see I'm through
I'm not driving anymore,
I can't keep up with you.
Can't keep up with you

Tell me how long have I got, God
I wanna end this earthly toil
Till this diet-light expires
I wanna go swimming in the soil
and not come up for breath
sit in God's room
I'm not driving anymore,
I can't keep up with you.

I'm unfit for consumption
I don't know how to play my part,
I swear I'm all alone in this thing,
I'm a blind man driving in my car,
into oblivion
let it come soon.
I'm not driving anymore,
I can't keep up with you.

Saturday, August 27, 2005

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 03:39:19 GMT

i wonder if anyone's still reading this...
if you are.
help.

i'm choking, i'm dying. I'm completely lost in my emotions. I'm completely... dead inside. I've opened a box to the best and worst thing to happen to me. And i'll continue to try opening it... like a drug. I'm addicted to it.
help me

Friday, August 12, 2005

Fri, 12 Aug 2005 06:07:45 GMT

crazy huh?

is it good hearing from me again.
today was such a... depressing day. It was three years ago today one of my good friends drowned at the beach. It's really sad to like reflect on the memories.
It didn't help that my boss yelled at me, for quite literally no reason... especially when i wasn't even working today, i just went to get a paycheck. And to top the day off with one of, if not the most depressing movie ever Amores Perros.
iono, i'm just a little down right now :(

Sunday, May 08, 2005

Sun, 08 May 2005 19:45:19 GMT

haha, so for the past month or so, we've been planning chris's surprise birthday party... but it was mine too and i didnt know it!

i got to plan my own surprise party and still get surprised

so cool so cool.

had an AWESOME TIME
thanks everyone!

Saturday, April 02, 2005

Sat, 02 Apr 2005 21:06:45 GMT

so updating finally...
had the best time yesterday.
went to the beach with peter, chris, anthony, stacy, teresa, and greg...
weather was absolutely gorgeous.
had an absolutely fantastic time with stacy :)
went and got some grade A falafel with everyone
then peter, anthony, chris and i went and saw the best movie of 2005, and will probably remain that for the whole year... Sin City.
Oh my god what a great movie...
what a great day
definitely the best i've had this year

Tuesday, March 08, 2005

Tue, 08 Mar 2005 02:47:31 GMT

i wanna enlist