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Country: United States
State: Minnesota
Birthday: 7/16/1979
Gender: Male
Interests: Men, writing, clubbing, MADONNA, poetry, dancing, movies, music, Men, hanging out, being a bitch, surfing the net, Men.
Expertise: Being me.
Occupation: Student
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Member Since:
8/14/2001
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| My sleep schedule starting Sunday night:
Sunday night:
slept 6 to 9
Monday night:
9am to 12pm
Tuesday night:
no sleep
Mmm a pattern? Yeah its called Finals week. I am so busy with making sure everything is all studied up and done. I'm also packing last of my things to go to Edina on Friday. I'm so BUSY!
I plan to sleep right after my final today which is in an hour. I will probably sleep for about 3 hours and then I have one more test to study for which is tomorrow. Then its all over. Thank god.
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| What causes people to manipulate others? I'm pondering over this because my friend Jenni got screwed over by this guy. He led her on for months, then all of a sudden dropped her then ran off to another girl. Two weeks later he was engaged. Then afterwards he proceded to make Jenni look bad. In the beginning he even seemed to try to make me think bad things about her. It didn't work because the things he'd say never added up to be true. His fiance was nice in the beginning, very courteous and full of smiles, but then she all of a sudden lashed out at Jenni, without Jenni provoking her. Jenni was verbally attacked by the fiance and the boy. They both acted as if Jenni was a bitch and a person who "Poison's minds". This bothers me greatly because I know how Jenni really is and she isn't any of those things. The boy is the one who is sick. He gets mad over small things. He manipulates situations to fit for him. He leaves loopholes so that he can back out of something. He stole money from Jenni. He just isn't a good guy. He reminds me way too much of Erick.--my ex. So the fact that he reminds me of him is not a good thing, it shows that this guy is low. I don't understand why people would act in such manners. It makes no sense to me, doesn't anyone know the buddy of mine, Karma? In all sense in the end everyone actions affect them. Treating someone like shit means in the end they'll be treated like shit and probably in worse situations.
Things in my life are okay. In a week I leave this town, I'm going to miss some people so I'm already feeling sad about that. I'm excited to move though! I want to be in a great setting now! | | |
| Well 2 more weeks and I'm out of here. Yahoo!!!
The wedding that I went to this past weekend was fabulous. I had such a great time and I can't forget how happy I was during the time. I also can't forget how nervous I was during the first part of the visit. I was so quiet and so short with my talk when I did manage to say a word. Christopher's mom was so sweet and so was the rest of the family. I would love to go back and visit them. 
Christopher saw the extremely loud side of me this past weekend. Its weird since I was so nervous at the beginning of the weekend. I ended up yelling and laughing during a game of "Pit" Its a very loud game, in which people act like they are on the stock market doing trades. He thought I was so cute when I was playing and just had to point it out to everyone who was playing. "blushes"
I was so nervous because I had never visited a family of a boyfriends before. I had all these expectations of acting proper and being humble. I guess because in my family acting proper is such a big deal. I guess I forgot that other families express themselves differently. I sort of wish my family acted like Christopher's. They were expressive and very loving. I could tell that they were a family.
So my family affair turned out great and I ended up having another great weekend.
Now on to being in St. Cloud, land of boredom and prejudices. Not much will happen this week while here in St. Cloud. I will get up early every morning to do homework, go to classes, go to Jenni's house, see my friends, and then sleep. I have to admit that at times, I get so frustrated with this town. I wish I was in Edina right this minute, away from this place of "hell". GRRR!!!
I bought Christopher a present. I probably should have never spent money but I love the guy and so I bought him a DVD movie--Cast Away. He loves Tom Hanks film so I'm sure this will be a real treat for him.
Last night I visited my friend Kim at where she works. I had a great time visiting her, as I missed her much. It was nice to see a happy face and see her smile again. I love her very much. She is one of the few living in St. Cloud, that I want to remain in contact with.
My dorm room is so bare right now, I only have essentials here. Not much is out and about since most of it is packed or at Christophers. It feels so weird seeing nothing on the walls. I'm used to having things up on the walls. Its a pet peeve of mine to have "empty" spaces on any wall.
I recieved something in the mail yesterday that got my attention. It was a jury duty notice. GRR!! I'm not an official resident of Minnesota yet! My permanent address is still of Wisconsin so how I got selected boggles my mind. It doesn't matter since I can't go, I won't be a resident of this county in two weeks and the trial starts on May 20. I won't be in town to attend and I'm not going to go through the hassle of trying to get to St. Cloud when I've been struggling to get out of this town. I have to send in letter saying that I won't be able to attend and that I'm not a Minnesota resident....yet.
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Artist: Tweet
Album: Tweet Sampler
Title: Oops (oh my)
feat. Fabolous and Missy
Tell you what I did last night
I came home, say, around a quater to three
Still so high
Hypnotized
In a trance
>From the start it, so butter and brown and tantalizing
You woulda thought I needed help from this feeling that I felt
So shook I had to catch my breath
Oops, there goes my shirt up over my head
Oh my
Oops, there goes my skirt dropin' to my feet
Oh my
Ooh, some kinda touch careesing my face
Oh my
Ooh I'm turning red
Who could this be?
I tried and I tried to avoid
but this thing was happening
Swollow my pride
Let it ride and party
But this body felt just like mines
I got worried
I looked over to the left
A reflection of myself
That's why I couldn't catch my breath
Oops, there goes my shirt up over my head
Oh my
Oops, there goes my skirt dropin' to my feet
Oh my
Ooh, some kinda touch careesing my face
Oh my
Fabolous:
Yea
Yea
Desert Storm
Yea
Fabolous
Yea
Tweet
Yea
Yea
Shortee I strickly wanna spank you,
The most I gotta do,
Is spell my name to get your vikki's to your ankles,
I'm serious mami,
You fuckin with the kid,
A-K-A William H, Period, Bonny
You know I'm the type that be crushin and merkin
Havin' ladies touchin the herkin, blushin and smerkin,
Early in morning rushin for workin,
Screamin, oh my, F-A-B-O-L-O-U-S,
Each night I'm freakin,
An ma you ain't gonna talk me to death,
Cuz you got free nights and weekends,
Ghetto Fab's all over the place,
Oops, oh my there go my kids all over ya face,
Oh my
Missy:
(I looked over to the left)
Umm I was looking so good I couldn't reject myself
(I looked over to the left)
Umm I was feeling so good I had to touch myself
(I looked over to the left)
Umm I was eyein my thighs butter pecan brown
(I looked over to the left)
Umm comin outta my shirt and then the skirt came down
Oops, there goes my shirt up over my head
Oh my
Oops, there goes my skirt dropin' to my feet
Oh my
Ooh, some kinda touch careesing my face
Oh my
Ooh I'm turning red
Who could this be?
Oops, there goes my shirt up over my head
Oh my
Oops, there goes my skirt dropin' to my feet
Oh my
Ooh, some kinda touch careesing my face
Oh my
Ooh I'm turning red
Who could this be?
Oops, there goes my shirt up over my head
Oh my
Oops, there goes my skirt dropin' to my feet
Oh my
Ooh, some kinda touch careesing my face
Oh my
Ooh I'm turning red
Who could this be?
Ooh My
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NO I didn't look to the left last night and do these things, this is my new favorite song. I first heard it last week and ever since I've been singing "Oops there goes my shirt up over my head"...
Today I'm all set and ready to go to a wedding. Thats right its the time that I waited for, not that I talked about it much on here. I am going to South Dakota to go to a family wedding. Not my family, Christopher's. I'm excited. I'm not nervous like I was before. I'm rather thrilled to go. I can't wait to see what his family is like. I know his mom is nice, I've talked to her on the phone before and she was nice.
Last night I went to Perkins with Jenni and Dee and had a great time. I love to laugh with those girls and now I only have about three more weeks to go out with them whenever. Dee is going to move closer to me but Jenni will be left behind. I'm going to miss her. Its only been a half a year that I've known her and yet we've connected so well. I think we connected better than my other friends before. Of course I connect with Christopher very well but I'm talking about a friendship level with someone who isn't a boyfriend. I've had good friends before, some who fooled me to think they were nice. Like Jenny Wharton. I will never forgot how she lied to me and so many others and how it felt to be "dumb" because I believed what she said to me to be true. I was too trusting I guess. Then there are the friends that I fell out of place with. I don't think I will ever truely recapture the magic that I had with them at one time. Thats a sad thing, but I move on. I guess I have many friends, but I guess not all of them I will want to keep in contact with when I move out of St. Cloud. I miss the time that I had shared with them when being with them all the time, but things change as well as people and sometimes its best to just move on. Sometimes its not, I guess its up to people to figure out what is best and what is not best.
Well I must be off and getting ready some more. I'm so EXCITED To go to the wedding!!!
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| Three more weeks of being in St. Cloud. Exciting! I can't wait to move on and get out of here. It will be an exciting time for me this next month. Things will finally be going the way I've wanted things to go. Nice and smooth...
I continue to try to rollerblade. It is going ok. I am not able to break yet, as that was proven when I crashed into a gate last Sunday. I can't go up slopes yet, as I slow down and then usually fall when doing so. I can however!!!!...Fall with Style!!!
I'm getting so much better at Chess. Christopher never once beat me this past weekend. I could tell that I was thinking way ahead into the game when playing. I am mastering it all and I have Christopher to thank for that. He's trained me well and now I beat him...
Last Saturday I went to this park in Minneapolis and to my surprise it was a very nice little park. It had a creek that led to the Mississippi river. Christopher and I followed the creek. Along the way we held hands and stopped for a skipping stones lesson. I didn't know how to (yeah sounds bad coming from a Wisconsinite) so Christopher taught me. I can do it now but why no one ever taught me that when I was little is a mystery to me. Or why no one ever taught me fun little things to do when I was little is a bigger mystery to me. I am glad that I get to learn things with Christopher. I love to learn!
I got a haircut a week ago. I thought I'd mention that even though Edina is supposedly a rich town and everyone gets the best, that its not always the case! I got a haircut that wasn't quality cut. Of course I haven't acted like an Edina pimp (yet, lol) so I didn't bitch about it. I just smiled and thought to myself when the haircut was over "Goddammit!"
Its very nice outside today! Lovely weather! I can't find my shorts yet so I've been wearing my pants. Its so hot!!! I've been taking walks in the morning. Its so lovely now that there isn't 12 inches of snow or freezing rain splashin in my face. All thats there is the sun, the birds, and I. Its a great combination, which brings out peace and calmness. Its little things that remind me of how wonderful life is and how good things are going for me. | | |
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