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zikol88
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Name: Stoner
Country: United States
State: Mississippi
Metro: Clinton
Birthday: 5/13/1988
Gender: Male
Interests: Cars, girls, friends, chruch, fun, other assorted things
Expertise: Death, Life, Balance, Complexity, Simplicity, Dreaming, and Killing.
Occupation: Other
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Member Since:
8/6/2004
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| wow, the updater thing on xanga is different from when i last updated. they're just trying to keep up with facebook.
so i got 13 comments, mostly thanks to kimberly, and I'm updating. by the way, thank you kimberly for keeping up with xanga.
anyway i've started college, its great. classes are nowhere near as bad as in high school. (and the fact that i don't have to wake up till at least 11 everyday is wonderful.) dorms are cool, and my roommate's ok. so everything's pretty good. I do need to get job though. really bad. I just need money for all the crazy shit.
the only other thing on my mind is that i want to go camping, the weathers perfect, its a good time, and i want to go camping. i think i will this weekend. | | |
| I think I can, I think I can. I think I can. I think I can! | | |
| I don't know. I don't know what I'm doing. I don't know where I'm going. I don't know why I'm at this place in my life. I don't know what I feel. I don't know how to live without... I just don't know.
I need some kind of direction. I need something. I need to sort things out. I need to make things known. I need to get it together. I need my independence again and for good. I need my life.
I want everything to fit. I want things to work. I want my future back. I want a sign. I want that week back. I want to kill. I want the warmth again. I want her. I want to know. | | |
| I like just sitting and chilling sometimes. It's very relaxing.
People never get on xanga anymore, and if they do, they never comment or update or post or anything. What's up with that? They're no fun.
I think I'm gonna start.... no I'm not... She wouldn't like that....
Have you ever respected someone so much that you want to change your entire life and be as perfect as possible just so you won't let them down?
I've done some pretty awful stuff in my life and I'm not a good person at all really. But for the most part, I never feel bad about it. Then I come into contact with certain people and the simple reality that he or she knows me and some of my faults makes me feel horrible about my decisions. | | |
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