zipthis18's Xanga

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Tue, 24 Jul 2007 05:48:00 GMT

I'm officially broken

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Thu, 14 Jun 2007 18:16:49 GMT

So I find myself sitting here alot infront of my computer with nothing to do lol. I really wish I would have had my praxis finished and could have taken summer classes, that way i would not have to sit around and wait for nothing. Wow I just realized i'm completely and totally lame ...... I have nothing to do and nothing exciting to talk about! Well on that note I guess i'm going to go and get ready for work .... Booo but i'm going to try and be more demanding and make sure I get those tips !!

Monday, June 11, 2007

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 19:06:36 GMT

So I came home from an amazing vacation a cruise with my whole family i had a blast. Everytime time Josh called me i felt like he didn't even want to talk to me and i even cried outside my hotel room because something was missing and i just felt like he did not miss me and was happy i was gone. Finally when i Came home I begged him to come pick me up and i thought he was doing it b/c he missed me and wanted to see me but the truth was he did it because he wanted to have "the talk" with me. So the day i get home from vacation im balling in his car going home with nowhere to go. What a horrible feeling someone sitting there and telling you everything you do wrong and all you can do is sit there and take it. That had to be the worst I had felt in a really really long time. I dont understand how he feels like hes doing me a favor by telling me he thought about braking up with me while i was gone but didn't ...thank you sooo much !! honestly what was i suppose to say to that. Now that our relationship is literally hanging by i thread i get to go walk on egg shells and hope that fixes everything

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 03:23:51 GMT

Wow its been a really really really really long time, well since the semester is almost over and im starting to get some free time back maybe i will be able to write again well the semester is actually not over so i dont have free time yet and need to get back to my homework !!

Love Bunches ~Ash

Monday, September 11, 2006

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 14:02:59 GMT

Ahhhh It has been like Forever simply becuase i have been way to busy and my xanga was broken... no lie !! Well what have I done I went with josh for his sisters wedding and on a little vacation... it was amazing and then I started a new Job at a different applebees....its applebees so its all the same! Now school has started and its crazy ... so much stuff to do, always thinking about reading or studying i have to do but whats new right lol Well speaking of I have to go study !!

Love you Boley <3

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Tue, 18 Jul 2006 18:28:50 GMT

I had the chance to spend the weekend with my joshua ...but i got to go to his place! It was nice to get to spend some time with him ...I miss him and when i only see him at my place we get grumpy ...who knows maybe because he is doing all the driving. But over the weekend when i had the chance to go visit him we had so much fun, we had so much fun doing nothing ... and thats the best part Well Im counting down till its vacation time and its totally needed by both josh and I !! lets see only 8 more days

JAB

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Thu, 13 Jul 2006 16:41:44 GMT

Is it july 26 yet? I just want to go on vacation with my baby

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

Wed, 14 Jun 2006 16:36:11 GMT

I think im going to go crazy, Im already sick of working every single day and then getting to see josh maybe twice a week sometimes more than that, but its not the same when i get to see him because he drives down here to see me .... I don't really get the chance to hangout with him. Im not going to sit here and complain about my job because i do come home with over $100 on some nights and I really like the girls i work with...so in all honesty its not that bad but.... I have never been so ready for a vacation in my whole life, it could not come soon enough....I keep telling myself not to much longer and i will be on a beach with josh... you can do it lol Well today was a day for me to sleep in and now its time for me to go get ready for work ....again.

Jab

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Wed, 07 Jun 2006 04:22:09 GMT

Today was a typical summer day, I ran a mile in the horrible heat. Then I went to work where we were totally dead and i made no money and then I got to go see the Omen with mike. I called him at about 9:30 and was like we need to go soo the omen somtime soon and he was like ok lets go....I ran into my friend lyndsay from work at the movie and most of medina was there but thats not the point.....now im off to bed Night All =)

JAB

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

Wed, 31 May 2006 04:10:48 GMT

Good weekend and also very hot weekend. I spent most of it working or hanging out with my boyfriend. I did get to have a little cookout with my family that was kinda cool. After that we went back to my sisters boyfriends place and played some tennis ... I like tennis im not good but i enjoy playing it ... i just wish i was as good as josh o-well. Anyways now im back and working working working ....I do have friday off this week and im totally pumped. Well its 1:00 and i just got home from work and my baby is sleeping boo i cant even talk to him and say goodnight...anyways i have to get up at 9 to go back to work ...so i guess i should go to bed anyways!

57 days till my vacation with my baby I cant wait !

Love you Joshua