i despise malaysia

i wish i have internet at muh pc.

no complaints. its just easier to upload pics and post it here so i can ask my girlfriends to visit here and instead of going through my pc. i remember promised to many things for friends but ends up doing nothing. it sucks i know but i'm just not in the convinience of it.  so next time don't wish. just go for it.

anyway, it's the first day of the semester. uitm...hmm same pressure. same politics. same faces. gosh i wish i could do somethings to my class. at times when i thought i would never live with cliques attitude. all of them are just so like that. u dont know if they really like you or if they being truth or talk/stab behind your back or underestimate ur capabilities.

i have 2 resolutions. 1st is to reduce stress hat i had last semester. which i think happen to be one of the cause of my high bp. i just need to e reminded and not looking at people's flaws. and accepting the fact that nobodys perfect and they're trying their best they can. today i feel content. i went to class. see hjh faridah muh dissertation supervisor, k ena asked me to take a commuter tu subang parade but refuse to do so. (i wanted to watch alice academy) and the best of all that stick bastard are not around. therefore, sorekara, jadi i am ohh soo happy. i wish he would change class. that would really really help me with the resolution.

2nd. i want to >< cut down 6 kilos >< i gained 4 kilos working at amer associates and the qs manager said "orang lose weight dia gain weight,  tak cukup cubit ni" one of non malay senpai-sensei who like to use 'kau aku' in the conversation apart from pn. asha.  it really cracks me up. anyway, what i want to do in losing the wieght. hehe. definitely low carb wont work for me. i need energy. consume as less sugar as possible. honey, vitagen and lots and lots of walking. walk til u fall...

anyway congratulations my dear porny shahiza aka oja for ur first pregnancy. u're the first and as usual the first gets everything. i have the feeling my wedding wont be as exciting as yours since some of them might settle down before me. as long as they dont use the word 'at last' when it happen. it made me feel old

so now good luck have fun this new semester. may u score ur paper and i'll be happy.

i know i know...

during my school days my teachers take me as one of the most broken girl in school. they never expect me to go further than form 5. always underestimate me. if they are allowed to use vulgar language on student they will use it on me. at least i could proof them wrong. have u watch gto? i have the same thought as the students in that school but less the wilderness. it was all me and my world i dont trust with u bitchas and no guys please. they are all bunch of liars who only want to get into girl's skirts. so i ended up rejecting all the guys i met and never trust any one of them.

except for now i only have 1 person that i really put my trust on.u know who you are baby. that's the risk i have to take and i'm still preparing myself to battle in case he break the promise. pathetic huh~~

i want to be inspired

i want to go to a place where people will silently say. "aznin, this is it..."

what is 'it'. i've ben doing so many things to get life fulfillment. i got myself close to arts, science, parties, and still not inspired. what is it that could give me life fulfillment.

i went to so many places and still couldn't find the right place for me. my next spot would be botanical garden. hopefully i'll find something there~~

and no, its not the emptiness. it's just life satisfaction.i think its a sign of getting old. i'm not even 23 yet for goodness sake!!

100 questions

i'm not really keen to questionairres and i'm not that free either. but i guess 100 questions wont harm :|

025. First award → anugerah gigi cantik

094. Sex on the first date? → i believe in sex on the first night