zizal's Xanga

another clarification...

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 19:19:33 GMT

aku takde citer pasal nabilah kat chap and zai. same goes to your sister's story. none of them know. jangan nak buat assumptions lagi dah. aku malas nak layan.

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Wed, 01 Oct 2008 20:26:48 GMT

enough for u to know...

i seriously need to get a life

Sun, 28 Sep 2008 17:36:33 GMT

what i've done so far...

hahaha...tons!!! like seriously. tons. i've done so many stuffs including getting myself involve with hocus pocus stuff. hohoho...(not in a bad way though)

what i haven't manage to achieve? keeping it. i keep changing the course. i tend to lose most of the thrill. just tell me what i haven't done? umm..maybe bungee jumping, sky diving or anything that requires me to jump from above. anti gravitti? done it. genting sky venture :P hohoho..kira jugak. wall climbing? not yet.

i have a problem being satisfied in terms of experience. i want to explore. when i travel, i dont want to be a tourist. i want to become an explorer. i want to venture to many things. i dont like it if people are trying to stop me. i want to see it all. all the positive stuffs of course. i want go around the globe and treasure every moment of it. i just want to do all. nuff say.

so i seriously need to get a life cos my life is so so uncertain. what i'm aiming now is working at some international company so they would send me abroad.

i have moved!!!

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 05:06:35 GMT

go here~~

http://annzizal.blogspot.com

i'm so screwed

Tue, 12 Aug 2008 17:13:12 GMT

this whole semester i've done nothing but screwing myself up. i skipped classes. like lots of them.
my dissertation topic just been approved last week and need to be submitted 1st sept. (2 weeks time). 0% progress.
i've done nothing but being a self centered bitch. gosh...i don't even want to start talking bout them. its too annoying.
my inter fac (FSPU) girls badminton team made til quarter final and guys made it to the final and achieved silver medal. yupe, there goes 2 years champion title.
i haven't gone back tropicana home since the 1st day of semester except on mama's birthday. tu pun didn't stay overnight there.
i have tonnes of assignments but don't know exactly what topic i was assigned to.
my professional practice lecturer will deduct 3 marks for every absence and i've missed 3 of his classes.
i attended nihongo class only once and have no idea what sensei taught. and that 1 class pun 1 hour only. need to attend badminton tournament.
i've lost my whole classmate due to annoyance to one guy only.
i have lost my motivation in proceding my bachelor degree and expecting a semester extension due to dissertation 's 0% interim report.
i'm so screwed i have no idea what i should do.
i've lost my student card and haven't made a new one cos too lazy to go menara. it's not about the money. it's about energy and time.
i have class tomorrow. shit!!! they all said that they are coming back on Wednesday. see now i have to skip class again cos i'm at ayu's place. im in inconvinience.
i have become the class' mice due to too much annoyance in my soul. i don't wish to get hypertension again like last semester.

there goes. update on how suck my life is now. the only reason i'm happy is because of my diploma friends, few of degree friends, my family and syefri. others are erased from my mind. this what happen when you have too many things to handle but don't have enough strength to overcome them. *sigh

omedeto gozaimasu...

Mon, 04 Aug 2008 13:52:18 GMT

congratulations to my lovely fspu badminton teams for making it through group qualifier. its tough but i know you guys are 'power-power'. really, no kidding. sorry i couldnt post any picture of the girls playing here. im at cyber cafe and only have rm3 in pocket now.

hope to go through the finals. you can do it!!!!! i can do it too~~ hehe...

buntu buntu...

Fri, 25 Jul 2008 04:40:12 GMT

aznin sangatlah buntu sambil menonton azumanga daioh yang bengong. bagi mereka yang tak berapa paham bahasa jepun, agak susah untuk memahami lawak jenaka mereka.

i guess u people know i'm buntu about my disertation topic and my friend ask if i couldd make it in time or not. of cos i will. just dont find the right topic yet. to complete it wont take long. data collection is the pain in the ass. can i finish my degree without submitting thesis. in your dreams, aznin. i know i know...

to all my girlfriends. please dont expect me to treat lunch until i finally submit interim report that's worth 40 marks.

i despise malaysia

Sat, 12 Jul 2008 04:53:17 GMT

i despise them for not practicing health impact assessment. it has been practiced in lots of country around the world but not here. because of that i'm facing the risk of extending my semester. if i couldn't get the related topic on environment by next week i need to go to panels and start over. (which means extension). i also know its my fault for not doing enough homework and being ignorant about it. thats the consequences for having too much confidence in blood. my supervisor said "do not pluck topic from air. we need evident for everything" -_-" she also said "rajin jumpa tapi takde progress" again...-_-". hopefully i could set appointment with officer from department of environment by next week. it's really really critical and i still want to go to hellboy preview at mid valley today. just need to try try my best not to extend semester for this damm thesis. thank u. ja mata.

i wish i have internet at muh pc.

Mon, 07 Jul 2008 08:46:27 GMT

no complaints. its just easier to upload pics and post it here so i can ask my girlfriends to visit here and instead of going through my pc. i remember promised to many things for friends but ends up doing nothing. it sucks i know but i'm just not in the convinience of it. so next time don't wish. just go for it.

anyway, it's the first day of the semester. uitm...hmm same pressure. same politics. same faces. gosh i wish i could do somethings to my class. at times when i thought i would never live with cliques attitude. all of them are just so like that. u dont know if they really like you or if they being truth or talk/stab behind your back or underestimate ur capabilities.

i have 2 resolutions. 1st is to reduce stress hat i had last semester. which i think happen to be one of the cause of my high bp. i just need to e reminded and not looking at people's flaws. and accepting the fact that nobodys perfect ~~and they're trying their best they can~~. today i feel content. i went to class. see hjh faridah muh dissertation supervisor, k ena asked me to take a commuter tu subang parade but refuse to do so. (i wanted to watch alice academy) and the best of all that stick bastard are not around. therefore, sorekara, jadi i am ohh soo happy. i wish he would change class. that would really really help me with the resolution.

2nd. i want to >< cut down 6 kilos >< i gained 4 kilos working at amer associates and the qs manager said "orang lose weight dia gain weight, tak cukup cubit ni" one of non malay senpai-sensei who like to use 'kau aku' in the conversation apart from pn. asha. it really cracks me up. anyway, what i want to do in losing the wieght. hehe. definitely low carb wont work for me. i need energy. consume as less sugar as possible. honey, vitagen and lots and lots of walking. walk til u fall...

anyway congratulations my dear porny shahiza aka oja for ur first pregnancy. u're the first and as usual the first gets everything. i have the feeling my wedding wont be as exciting as yours since some of them might settle down before me. as long as they dont use the word 'at last' when it happen. it made me feel old

so now good luck have fun this new semester. may u score ur paper and i'll be happy.

i know i know...

Tue, 24 Jun 2008 09:42:11 GMT

during my school days my teachers take me as one of the most broken girl in school. they never expect me to go further than form 5. always underestimate me. if they are allowed to use vulgar language on student they will use it on me. at least i could proof them wrong. have u watch gto? i have the same thought as the students in that school but less the wilderness. it was all me and my world i dont trust with u bitchas and no guys please. they are all bunch of liars who only want to get into girl's skirts. so i ended up rejecting all the guys i met and never trust any one of them.

except for now i only have 1 person that i really put my trust on.u know who you are baby. that's the risk i have to take and i'm still preparing myself to battle in case he break the promise. pathetic huh~~