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tonight
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too hard
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Name: Red
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: Bakersfield
Birthday: 10/9/1988
Gender: Female


Interests: My boyfriend, Cade. God. Music. Photography. Coffee. Chamomile Tea. Yoga.
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Member Since: 1/21/2005

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

  I dyed my hair red last night

Ah, that cheesy smile of mine..

Yesterday, my mom and I went shopping from 10 am to 6pm.  By the last stop [Target], my feet hurt.

Amber is gonna dye the bottom half of her hair black and streak the top neon purple.  That's so awesome.  I haven't seen her since before halloween.  Long time, no see.

We just got the blueprints today for the kitchen.  I'm watching Billy and Mandy.  Gotta go.  Gonna eat chilli dogs.

 


Thursday, December 08, 2005

Wish me luck.  I finally quit.  Smoking cig's, smoking pot.. it's all serious this time.. I almost died yesterday.. True story, too.  I'm not joking.

Mother's mad again.  My dad's just tired.  Eli, Steph, and BJ come down this weekend from Vegas.  I'll be lucky if I get to see them.  I'm back on my pills.  I'm taking anger management.  ..I'm having one hell of a time right now..

 

Shaun...........................................................................Manuel

 Jeorgia makes kissy face

I saw this awesome pic in this book and I couldn't help but take a picture of it.  It's a bit blurry..

 

Isn't that adorable? 

x, Mia

 


Monday, December 05, 2005

Jeorgia: left Me: Right

We were high.  This is our drug effect.

Past four days, shit.  Tomorrow, hoping for better.

My nose is all stuffed up.  It's gotten me to the point of irritation that I just want to explode.


Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Me.

Jorgia

This is us the day before yesterday.

And yesterday, might I add, was the worst day of my life.  It included me breaking a window and having to get a job to pay for it.  There was more.  Oh-ho, there was more.. It was one of those days where you think "it can't get any worse", and it does.  SOMEHOW, it does.


Monday, November 28, 2005

I took some pic's of when Cade came down to see me.  He was here for five days, from the 23rd to the 27th. 

 It rained, finally.

 I love this one

 Isn't he cute?! [Muah!]

 Looks like he's in jail..

It's that look.. I love it when he looks at me like that..  [I'll post more pic's later]

 

On November 26, 2005, I lost my virginity to Cade [above].  It was the most exhilarating experience I've ever been through.  It was also the best day of my life.  I felt so complete when he was inside of me.  ..It wasn't just sex.. It was making love.  It was so great and wonderful to be so comfortable with him.  You'd expect seriousness, right?  But it wasn't like that.. We laughed quite a bit.. then just keep going at it.  It was awesome.  It brought us closer somehow.  My love for him grew stronger and stronger.  I knew then that there would be no one else.  Just us.  And our love. 

 




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