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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

  • An Advent Reflection (Belated)

                -Ad-venire. To come. Not only to come, but also a directional coming, an arrival. Ad: to, towards. Venire: to come. Something nears in this season.
                -Something comes? Something, not someone?
                -That is all I am saying, that something comes.
                -But Advent is the season of the coming of the Lord, the coming of Christ.
                -So you say.

                In reflecting on the days leading up to Christmas, we must constantly keep in our minds and spirits the word Advent and its origins in Latin. For the advent is not a verb of expectation or of waiting; it is a verb of motion. And in order to fully understand the mystery of that verb, we must take ourselves back in the tradition of Loyola and re-read in the tradition of Derrida the texts of the season of Advent. St. Ignatius-Derrida, Jacques of Loyola, guide us through this time and let us see what secret is born(e) in Advent.

                Waiting. What is there to be said for the value of waiting in Advent? For in the first season of Advent, there was very little to be awaited. There was certainly, in the hearts of most, no expectation for Christ as we know him today, Christ who would later ascend the cross to for(under)go the sins of humanity.

    -Mary knew what she was waiting for.
                -My soul doth magnify the Lord,  
                And my spirit hath rejoiced in God my Savior
                For he hath regarded the low estate of his handmaiden: for, behold from henceforth all the        
                       generations shall call me blessed
                For he that is mighty hath done to me great things; and holy is his name
                And his mercy is on them that fear him from generation to generation.
                He hath shown strength with his arm; he hath scattered the proud in the imagination of their
                      hearts.
               He hath put down the mighty from their seats, and exalted them of low degree
              He hath filled the hungry with good things; and the rich he hath sent empty away.
              He hath helped his servant Israel, in remembrance of his mercy;
              As he spake to our fathers, to Abraham, and to his seed forever.

                     (St. Luke 1:46-55)

                 -There is neither knowledge nor waiting for Mary. There is only the past, the seed of Abraham.

                If it can be said that we wait in Advent, we certainly do not know what we are waiting for. Advent is a season in which the other, the tout autre, moves towards us. There can be no waiting in Advent, for the tout autre can never be expected. Thus the spirit of Advent is the spirit of a-waiting, of not waiting.

                -But that was then, as they say. This is now, and we know what comes after Advent.
                -But do we know what comes after that?

                The point of Advent is not a commemorative waiting, but to wait for something new, for the tout autre. One cannot wait for something that has already happened:

                Christ has died, Christ is risen, Christ will come again.

    We are always waiting for something to come, and it has never come. Our great mystery never states that Christ has come—it infers such, but the existence of the tout autre and its advent is a precondition of the secret, not a part of the secret itself. It is as if Christ both eternally preexisted and never existed at all.

                Thus we are faced in the season of Advent with two impossibilities of waiting: the impossibility of waiting for an event that has happened and the impossibility of waiting for something that is unexpected. 

                Yet we must wait faithfully. Advent predicates itself on the space between a/waiting, a spirit of painfully impossible waiting. The in(de)cision of a slash places within us a cut that cannot be healed—yet it is this same cut in which a hand shall be thrust and through which shall come forth (advenire) the tout autre: “My Lord and my God” (St. John 20:28). But that is a different story altogether.

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

  • I've been thinking of late that the problem with modernity is our obsession with power and control. We are so caught up in our own plans for life that we often forget that life has its own plans for us.

    After all, how will our best laid plans help us when the element of chaos strikes and stops us from their fulfillment? Campbell portrays the present as a moment of free fall into the future. None of us can fully comprehend the great reality that lays before us, and none of our plans can serve as an ultimate reference for our life. The failing grade can end the career of an academic; the car accident can paralyze the athlete; the housefire can shatter the dreams of a devoted parent.

    But what more damage does our ambition do than it does to our friends? For when we are filled with ambitions and visions of future destiny, we see our fellow human beings not as temporal presences but rather as simple unrealized potential. And what worse sin can we commit against our friends than to see them as something as yet unrealized and ignore the real presence that is here with us? What hubris, to think that our plans and not the plans of life shape our relationships!

    But even if we should not, cannot plan, there remains one thing to us as we fall into the future--we needs must dream. For it is in dreams that we see the world as it ought to be. Dreams are the weft of the tapestry yet unwoven, the vision in the weaver's eye. It is through our dreams that we look forward, and it is only through dreaming that we may truly feel the calling of life, and know what purpose life has for us.

Saturday, April 02, 2005

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