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Ad-venire. To come. Not only to come,
but also a directional coming, an arrival.
Ad:
to, towards.
Venire: to come.
Something nears in this season.
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Something comes? Some
thing, not some
one?
-That is
all I am saying, that some
thing
comes.
-But Advent
is the season of the coming of the Lord, the coming of Christ.
-So you
say.
In
reflecting on the days leading up to Christmas, we must constantly keep in our
minds and spirits the word Advent and
its origins in Latin. For the advent is not a verb of expectation or of
waiting; it is a verb of motion. And
in order to fully understand the mystery of that verb, we must take ourselves
back in the tradition of Loyola and re-read in the tradition of Derrida the
texts of the season of Advent. St.
Ignatius-Derrida, Jacques of Loyola, guide us through this time and let us see
what secret is born(e) in Advent.
Waiting. What is there to be said for
the value of waiting in Advent? For in the first season of Advent, there was
very little to be awaited. There was certainly, in the hearts of most, no
expectation for Christ as we know him today, Christ who would later ascend the
cross to for(under)go the sins of humanity.
-Mary knew
what she was waiting for.
-My soul doth magnify the Lord,
And my spirit hath rejoiced in God
my Savior
For he hath regarded the low estate
of his handmaiden: for, behold from henceforth all the
generations shall call me blessed
For he that is mighty hath done to
me great things; and holy is his name
And his mercy is on them that fear
him from generation to generation.
He hath shown strength with his arm;
he hath scattered the proud in the imagination of their
hearts.
He
hath put down the mighty from their seats, and exalted them of low degree
He
hath filled the hungry with good things; and the rich he hath sent empty away.
He hath helped his servant Israel,
in remembrance of his mercy;
As
he spake to our fathers, to Abraham, and to his seed forever.
(St.
Luke 1:46-55)
-There is neither knowledge nor
waiting for Mary. There is only the past, the seed of Abraham.
If it can
be said that we wait in Advent, we certainly do not know what we are waiting
for. Advent is a season in which the other, the tout autre, moves towards us. There can be no waiting in Advent,
for the tout autre can never be
expected. Thus the spirit of Advent is the spirit of a-waiting, of not waiting.
-But that
was then, as they say. This is now, and we know what comes after Advent.
-But do we
know what comes after that?
The point
of Advent is not a commemorative waiting, but to wait for something new, for
the tout autre. One cannot wait for
something that has already happened:
Christ has died, Christ is risen, Christ
will come again.
We are always waiting for something to come, and it has
never come. Our great mystery never states that Christ has come—it infers such,
but the existence of the tout autre
and its advent is a precondition of the secret, not a part of the secret
itself. It is as if Christ both eternally preexisted and never existed at all.
Thus we are
faced in the season of Advent with two impossibilities of waiting: the
impossibility of waiting for an event that has happened and the impossibility
of waiting for something that is unexpected.
Yet we must
wait faithfully. Advent predicates itself on the space between a/waiting, a
spirit of painfully impossible waiting. The in(de)cision of a slash places
within us a cut that cannot be healed—yet it is this same cut in which a hand
shall be thrust and through which shall come forth (advenire) the tout autre:
“My Lord and my God” (St. John 20:28). But that is a different story
altogether.
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