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Monday, November 17, 2008

  • of to the battle field

    my title says it all..

    not much of explanation needed.... in malaysia, whether ur in primary, secondary or upper  secondary, the november and december are meant for exams... major exams.. people would tell you especially teachers. they would remind you of how important these exams are ...how they can influence ur future... needless to say, they determine ur future...

    how true is that anyway???

    i see thousands of students graduate high school and still they are absolutely unsure on which stream they would go next....i'm one of them... i'm so lost... so don't bother asking me what's my next move... because I DON'T KNOW!

    speaking of exams, the standard here.... haiz... i don't wanna talk bout it......just don't mention it...u will get a pretty bad feedback from me...

    anyways, i'm here to wish all the snakezzz and horses who are joining me in this battle all the best and ... freedom is soon in our grasp.... soooonnnn.... i can smell it ....LOL

    GoOd LuCK!!!

     

Friday, October 03, 2008

  • finally

    i finally done watching moonlight resonance...those who doesn't know this canto drama, where on earth have you been????haha....just joking...

    this is one of the most famous canto drama made this year...(in asia only)

    i took 3 days to finish this movie...lol...slept late, woke up early just to finish watching the whole 40episode drama..what i got?? naggings and fever and "panda" eyes... =P

    STPM is just one month away and instead of studying, i spent my holidays hanging out with my old buddies, shopping and watching drama series...

    *coni and binbin.....i do watch cina show you know...=P

    i don't mind waiting for stpm to end, then only i watch this but since it's my sis's bf's collection i malu wanna borrow for so long....hehe..it's just an excuse..

    my reviews??

    ummm....it's nice, quite predictable (especially the conclusion part), and very touching... i cried (teary eyes only...) a few times throughout the show...

    anyway, it' a drama show...of course they would make it as dramatic as possible...or else it won't be this famous... everyone wants or can i say "need" some drama in their life ...true???

    just mention gossip, it can entertain everyone at anytime...

    haha

    if i ever have this kind of dramatic family...i'd flee to somewhere far far away...rofl... who wouldn't???

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

  • so unbelievable...

    what happened in school today left me in total dumbness and anger...the unimaginable finally happen to me... while i was sitting for my maths paper...i dunno what made me so distracted and unfocus today ...halfway through the paper, my mind shutdown completely ...and that's when i'm about to answer questions which carries the most marks..

    stupid and dumb...that's all i know..

    i was cursing all the way until the very last question ...

    10 minutes!! 10 minutes left and i still have at least 5 unanswered questions....5!!!...

    OMGosh... i'm so freaking mad!!!!

    i'm so benggang because i do know how to do those questions... i dunno why i couldn't think of a single solution at that time...

    now, flipping tru the question paper i realised most of it were quite similar to those exercises i did...

    STUPID!!!

    oh...why is this happening to me???!!!!

    15 mins youknow!! i did not answer anything in that 15 mins...i couldn't think and i panicked...

    then everything just when topsy-turvy....

     

    oh please please let me pass...PLEEAAAASSSSSEEEEEEEE.....

    god.....please...

     

Thursday, September 18, 2008

  • i'm so pissed....

    UNBELIEVABLE!!!

    i can't believe she's doing this AGAIN!!!!

    in about 2months i'm sitting for my STPM and now she's freaking killing me with her words.... she has no idea what she's saying this time... EVERYTIME!!!!!!

    why can't she respect me????why must she do this to me everytime???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    what so great about my cousin's words????HUH?????

    what so wise bout it???huh???

    why must she listen to others and freaking NOT ME????

    i don't deserve to be respected izit????

    izit because i'm not smart and she is??

    i FReaking don't wanna be the black sheep anymore!!!!!!HELL NO!!!!!

    u guys have no rights to decide what i study or where i go for tuition.... because u dun even care...

    u all cared bout MONEY!! you only cared how much u have to pay this time and how much of petrol it will cost you for me to go to there....

    just because ppl said BIO doesn't need any tuition, you asked me not to...

    just because ppl said BIO is difficult and the teachers in my school are bad in this subject and Physics is better....you want me to take Physics...

    just because ppl said learning guitar and taking music diploma is a waste of time and MONEY....you asked me not to...

    do you freaking know this has been affecting me????

    HELL NO!!!!

    all this while i kept my mouth SHUT because i don't wanna argue with you...and i don't wanna end up crying...and i don't wanna hurt you with my words... but that doesn't mean you can forget bout my feelings and carry on hurting me ...

    i'm sitting for STPM in mid-nov and she could say "i told you not to take bio lo....u should follow her"

    OMG!!!!!!

    now!!!!why now????? why is she saying this now?????

    why can't you guys be a BIT more understanding????HUH???

    am i asking too much from you all????

    u guys never ask how much pressure i'm dealing with...

    how pressurized i am...

    how unhappy when i can't concentrate

    and how tired i am...

    NO

    Never...

    i regretted discussing bout bio tuition with u all.... i realised how STUPID and IDIotic i am to tell you that...stupid!

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

     

    i'm feeling better now.....

    anyone reading this please don't comment and please don't mention anything to me...don't say anything....pleaseeeee....

    it will spoil my mood in the future...

    i'm blogging bout this is just release my anger...i don't wanna be reminded bout this incident...so please...okayy??

    thanks in advance... 

Sunday, August 31, 2008

  • happy 51st independence day everyone!!~woohoo~

    it's merdeka day!!!

    so those of you who are still in bed...get ur butt out of ur comfy bed and celebrate this wonderful sunday with ur family...celebrate it just like ur celebrating life...45 years of peace, joy and unity...

    i know the phrase "45 years of peace, joy and unity" keeps you wondering why the heck i get messed up with the numbers... i feel only after the may13 incident we all understand our responsibility as a malaysian to keep our country in peace and harmony...so today, we are celebrating our 45 years of achievement as a malaysian...

    i dare say i'm not very malaysian after all...i'm not patriotic but i never deny the fact that i was born, bred and raised here...this memory will always linger around my head..no matter where i am in the future malaysia will always be in my head because i lived here for 19 years!how can i forget 19 years of memories so easily???...

    (i know this blog is kinda deep. i'm just expressing thoughts and views. my apologies for those of you who could not understand a single word i uttered)

    last year's independence day celebration will be the one i cherish most...throughout my days in school. i've never participated in any of the ambang kemerdekaan celebrations...i chose to stay in bed while my fellow schoolmates and friends are out there in the field, looking so "semangat patriotik" in their costumes, waving our "jalur gemilang" with pride or maybe they did it because they had to...hmmm.....

    however last year i was put in charge of the banner for this celebration and at the same time we were given the opportunity to launch our new cabin... that particular week we worked our asses off trying to put lil pieces together..it only took us less than a week to complete two banners and four days to refurnish the whole cabin(when the cabin 1st came it looked like a total mess)...and i was so proud of everyone(all the KPA members) and myself too...never did i thought i'd be this semangat...the "responsibility" is really really heavy having two projects in hands at the same time...in the end everything went smoothly...i shall never forget that particular Friday...

    all of us became friends especially among the form sixes...we were strangers to each other when we first came to ACS but we managed to know a lil about each other after working together and that i'll cherish forever...

    although we are flooded with controverses over the racial and political issues, please...please don't let that stop you from celebrating this day...

    i end this blog wishing everyone happy independence day and selamat hari kemerdekaan and  in support of the local music industry here are few nice songs from our very talented musicians..                  

    • Malaysian artist for unity- here in my home
    • Lo- evening news
    • Ferhad
    • Ah niu
    • Nicholas
    • Gemilang- jaclyn victor
    • daniel lee
    • pop-shuvit
    • etc...

    ummm....i only like a few songs ...(actually i don't really listen to them ...haha)