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Name: Jessica
Birthday: 1/22/1986


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Sunday, September 25, 2005

Ok this xanga is so over! My real xanga is tiaowu...


Saturday, September 03, 2005

Great is Thy faithfulness
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Come Away My Beloved: The Intimate Devotional Classic Updated in Today's Language
By Frances J. Roberts
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Thursday, September 01, 2005

It hurts

It hurts to know that I can't give my all

It hurts that I saw him yesterday

It hurts that no matter how much I am in love with him, he will only love me in a brother-sister kind of way

It hurts that he suffered

It hurts to know that our last intereaction wasn't a very positive one

It hurts that I had to leave

It hurts to think of myself as incapable right now

It hurts to say no

It hurts to look at pictures

It hurts to think of how summer is slowly fading away

It hurts


Monday, August 08, 2005

My new favorite song...

"And I'm good, good, good to go : I got to get away : Get away from all of my mistakes

So here I sit looking at the traffic lights : The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites

I want to run away I want to ditch my life : Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night

And after all of my alibis desert me : I just want to get by : I don't want nothing to hurt me : I had no idea where my head was at

But if my heart says I'm sorry can we leave it at that : Because I just want for all of this to end

And I so hate consequences : And running from you is what my best defense is : Consequences : God, don't make me face up to this...

Cause I know that I let you down : And I don't want to deal with that...

It just now hit me this is more than just a set back : And when you spelled it out, well, I guess I didn't get that : And every trace of momentum is gone : And this isn't turning out the way I want...

And I spent all last night : Tearing down : Every stoplight : And stop sign in this town : Now I think there might : Be no way to stop me now : I'll get away despite : The fact I'm so weighed down

All of my escapes have been exhausted : I thought I had a way but then I lost it : And my resistance was once much stronger : And I know I can't go on like this much longer

When I got tired of running from you : I stopped right there to catch my breath : There your words caught my ears : You said, "I miss you son. Come home" : And my sins, they watched me leave And in my heart I so believed : The love you felt for me was mine The love I'd wished for all this time : And when the doors were closed : I heard no I told you so's : I said the words I knew you knew : Oh God, Oh God I needed you : God all this time I needed you, I needed you

Yeah I think one of the reasons why I like this song so much is bkus it reminds me of my dad...

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MMHMM
By Relient K
I So Hate Consequences
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Tuesday, July 05, 2005

A year ago today my great grandmother died and today     my dad died and I just don't know what to do so I apologize if I don't call anyone or anything I just don't know what to do.



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