[0001] I'm not miserable, but I'm not happy.
I'm not strong, but I'm not weak.
I'm not rude, but I'm not polite.
I'm not popular, but I'm not a loner.
I'm not sexy, but I'm not horrid.
I'm not dumb, but I'm no genius.
I'm not you, but I am Me.
Accept it.    
[0002] With the blood dripping down her wrists,
And with the gun against her head,
She whispers your name one last time,
Pulls the trigger and drops to the floor dead  
[0003] Take the razor, slice the skin, fall to the ground,
world spinning round, losing breath, nearer to death,
lights getting dim, and all I can see is HIM.
 Losing your first real love:;
it's like waking up from an overdose
and realizing you're still alive 
faking a smile just one last time.
& for all those people who try to break her,
you never will. 
im not a living person in the hallways
you see. Im not the type of person he should be falling for.
I sit by myself at lunch and always stare at the floor.
all I did was make him smile; but boy was that a beautiful smile. 
Soon enough your gunna want to see her,
youre gunna want to feel her.
youre gunna want to touch her the way he does. 
Am I mad at you? That's your biggest concern after
shattering my whole world? Mad for what? For
breaking my heart? All the lies? Maybe for letting
me put all my trust in you only to betray the
decency to tell me you think it's crazy that I'm
crying over it, cause you think breaking up is
no big deal. Am I mad?
No, more like crushed. 
Suck on my finger tips
until you kill all my prints
so your girlfriend has no clue
of how much I've been touching you. 
&& these heart break songs
Are making sense again
And I really wish they didnt..... 
I wasnt trying to kill myself; I just wanted to sleep forever. So when you find me lying there, dont wake me up. It will be my turn to help myself. I just need to sleep. When you find me lying there, dont cry and hurt yourself. Move on without your life as if I was never there. When you find me lying there 
Get off the bathroom floor,
Daddy's not here anymore.
I'm showing you to the door.
Enough of always numb
And always insecure 
Look who's dying now.
Tears streaming down your face
it's funny how fate works.
what goes around, come around.
Watch your back, sweetheart.
They're out to get you ♥♥♥Ü Would I say we have a history?
No; that implies that there was something worth remembering.
See, all it was, was a delusional girl,
&& a boy who couldn't bring himself to give a damn. | 
