if this sky's going to eat us
then i'd like to be digested
into a million pieces with you.
i'd love to be scattered to hell with you.

i don't know what to do with my life.
i know what i like and what i want
but i'm not sure how to get there.

We have a black president. A good looking president. A president who doesn't sound like a garbage disposal when he talks. Im excited. Why do I have to live in the most red state in the country?

Now is a time to LOVE dating a black man. It's really hard to talk shit about Obama around a black person, especially older ones who wouldn't think they'd live to see the day, because you know you're just crushing their soul.

I wish school was over.

Currently Listening Make Yourself By Incubus see related

+Fall is awesome.
-Bruce is going out of town for like 5 days. The longest i've ever been away from him.
+The feeling i'll have when I see him on Monday.
-My boss.
+Ty is doing okay. Back to being awesome and not scared. Still wants to go for walks.
-Homework. I'm so sick of school. And TCC. I want to go to a real school, but that requires money, so i'm working on it.
+Bruce is off tomorrow, and we get to sleep in. Never happens.
-OU lost. I thought it was impossible for me to get into football. But the food and enthusiasim of others inspired me.
+My house is almost clean.
+FALL IS HERE.
+Bruce's birthday is the 21st and I love celebrating.
+Kristin is going to carve pumpkins with me.
+I"M TRYING TO BE POSITIVE and put for +'s than -'s because my life is pretty good.
But --------I got a ticket for running a stop sign. 120 dollars, good bye.

Currently Listening Unknown Pleasures By Joy Division see related

Stupid.

Nice Sunday afternoon.
Going for a walk.
See some dogs -pit bulls- but try to avoid them.
BAM, they're fucking eating Ty.
So yeah Ty had to go to the emergency vet due to his huge gashes on his legs, which he now has tubes in to keep them draining to prevent infection. Luckily there were people outside down the street and they came and pulled the dogs off Ty. I was freaking out to say the least, and thank god Ty had his huge metal collar on because they were fucking pulling him across the street by his neck. The two guys who came stabbed the dogs, broke a bat on their heads, and bent a fucking metal bat and they STILL would not get off him. 504 dollars in vet bills, and the bitch who owns the dogs says it's Tys fault for bothering them and MAKING them do that.
Ty shit himself he was so scared, so now my car smells like a damn barn.

Someone is going to get sued to all hell. Because the police and "animal investigator" won't do shit because a person didn't get hurt. Probably because they got to my dog first.

Now my poor baby looks like a lab experiment and his huge fucking cone around his neck prevents him from walking around without knocking into everything. It's kind of amusing, but I am so angry I cannot explain.

I felt so horrible because I had to kick a dog. I never wanted to kick a dog. But apparently the lady was "partying in my yard and I went inside and they just got OUt!*!*!" so it's all her fucking fault.

I'm done, but I had to get that out. I'm just glad my puppy is alive.

Currently Watching Control (The Miriam Collection) By Samantha Morton, Sam Riley (II), Alexandra Maria Lara, Joe Anderson (VI), Toby Kebbell see related

Greatest month ever

Did I mention I LOVE September?

-1 week from today is Ani Difranco
-The Germs movie i've been waiting to see for like, 5 years, is playing at the Circle Cinema ALL month long.
-Shalom Fest is Sunday, and i'm not vegan anymore so I get to eat their super awesome food.
-It's actually cool outside.
-Uh it's awesome........

I watched Control last night, it's a movie about the lead singer of Joy Division that commited suicide when he was 23. Yeah, and I ended up watching it by myself because Bruce fell asleep. Anyways, I had to stay up til past midnight watching happy things to pretend like that movie wasn't fucking depressing as hell. But it was really good, I still recommened it. Whoever the actors were actually looked like the people they were playing. It was impressive. I forgot how amazing the band really is.

Schools okay but I'd rather it go ahead and be over. I'm tired of homework.