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I hate myself so much. I just want to punch myself. I want to purge. This isn't a lovely first blog. Haha. Anyway, I want to loose weight by Saturday. I know it probably won't happen but it is homecoming and I need to be able to fit in my stupid dress. I don't want to disappoint him, and when I say him it's Cody. He means so much to me and I don't want him to be upset because he has to take a FAT girlfriend to homecoming. That would be so horrible. 
God, I hate myself. I hate hate HATE myself. Their is no way in hell that I can get any happier. I am destined to be sad, angry, hurtful, and disappointed. 
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