zompziez's Xanga

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 20:31:05 GMT

I EVAN!!

::eleven reasons why i do::

1+ His smile melts my heart.

2+ His eyes hypnotize my mind.

3+ I feel so safe around him.

4+ He's a sweetie.

5+ He's not clingy.

6+ He never makes fun of my oddities.

7+ He's smart.

8+ He's funny.

9+ He's hot.

10+ I can trust him.

11+ He's not obbssessed with drugs.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 02:13:44 GMT

I like the movie

Confessions of a Teenage Drama Queen.

Friday, July 22, 2005

Fri, 22 Jul 2005 00:27:29 GMT

Evan and I broke up,

Me thinks.

I accused him of not really proving that he loves me.

So he said that his cuteness is specially made for me.

So then I got sad because that means that its fake.

And it will wear off.

And then I accused him of being immature.

And then he said that some chick was hot.

So I hung up.

And he txted me "fine lets break up! its over! u obviously awnt it like this"

So I guess it's over.

Even though I do love him.

He just gets me so aggrivated sometimes.

And even when I'm with him I sometimes feel lonely.

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

Wed, 20 Jul 2005 01:04:27 GMT

I already forgot my myspace password. It's because you havta put numbers in it. And I can't rember which email address I used too.

Monday, July 18, 2005

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 20:02:49 GMT

I would like to take a moment to thank Asya for commenting on Evan's xanga. All the rest of you deserve to die.

So go. Now. And die.

Anyway, today was spent with Evan. It was fun. I made a big choice last night, I mean, I made a choice a long time ago, but I finalized it last night, and I was going to tel lhim today, but it didn' work out. But that's okay because the choice might change anyway.

And just to ruin it for everyone: Snake kills Dumbledore. I think. This is what someone told me.

Monday, July 18, 2005

Mon, 18 Jul 2005 00:04:57 GMT

Go to Evan's xanga [Tanis_89] bitches, and subscribe! And comment too. I'm even giving you lazy asses a link goddamnit!

Today I got up at 1030, watch Bridget Jones [second part] then went back to sleep. Then someone woke me up at three because they care about me so I watched Lilo & Stitch the tv show, and then took a shower. Then I watch Catwoman. All in all, it was a pretty good day. I don't think I've ever watched that many movies in one day. And I think I'm going to watch Meet the Fockers pretty soon. It's fun sitting on your ass all day. I hope I don't get lazy and fat though.

And just as a reminder in case you forgot after my whole day:

Go to Evan's xanga. =]

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 19:00:59 GMT

I don't usually post lyrics, but. These capture every essence of my feelings.

I am terrified of all things.
Frightened of the dark.
I am.
You are taller than a mountain.
Deeper than the sea.
You are.

Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.

I was closer to you back then.
I was happier.
I was.
You are fading further from me.
Why don't you come home to me?

Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.

I am...
I am...
Cold.

Hold Me.

[solo]

Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.
Hold me.
Hold me.
Take me with you 'cause I'm lonely.
Hold me.
Hold me.

-weezer

Sunday, July 17, 2005

Sun, 17 Jul 2005 02:27:31 GMT

Today was okay. The day was fun. I went on the swings. That was fun. I came home. I realized some things. I realized that fairies are not real. And that means that I cannot be a fairy.

I might as well just die now.

Everything just..crumbled.

I'm nobody and I do nothing.

I am total shit, and there's only one person that truely treats me like it. It's a shame that that person won't help me.

Nobody's willing to help me. Then again, I never asked. And I never will. In fact, don't help me.

I don't need your help to die.

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Sat, 16 Jul 2005 01:40:42 GMT

Today was Evan & Mine 10 month annyversary. =] We just had fun together, just walked around. We went to the library for a little bit, but nothing special. I guess you could say that we really didn't do anything special today, we didn't even get eachother anything. But that's what's so great about this relationship, we just know we love eachother, we don't need to have a fancy uncomfortable dinner to tell us that. So I just wanted to say this, in case anyone is still unsure:

I love Evan

Thursday, July 14, 2005

Thu, 14 Jul 2005 14:43:05 GMT

Whee, I changed my layout. Okay, fine, it's thet same layout. I just changed the colors and background. But what else could you expect?

I also did Evan's layout [Tanis_89]. It came out okay looking, but I duno..I still don't like it. It's better then it was before though. I just think it's too white. But he likes it so whatever.

I have a feeling that today is going to be a good day. I have work today, so that should be fun. So now, I think I'm going to go take my shower. After I comment everyone that's commented me and I havn't commented back. Just because I feel bad about not living up to my xanga duties for a while.

{edit}

Okay, maybe my day isn't going to be that great. I have a headache and I got shampoo in my eye.