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Name: Cathy
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Birthday: 1/25/1987
Gender: Female

Interests: really... the only interests i have are GOD!!! preston, and cheese.
Expertise: umm... i do everything... writing poetry, crocheting... (kyle.. haha) I LOVE SPIDERMAN!!! (haha isaac) i really like cheese (haha katelyn and jessi) i like to spit. (haha preston) i love to laugh. (haha everyone) i like to cry (michael) i really like to just sit around with my brother (who is my very best friend) and preston/isaac/sean paul/katelyn/jessi or really anyone. im weird and i go to alot of different churches... 24/7... the bridge... DOC... fnf... and a couple others im sure but i dont member. thats it ladies and gents.
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs
Industry: Education/Research

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Member Since: 7/4/2003

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Tuesday, March 02, 2004

haha the thingy didnt make a link! www.xanga.com/LifeEverlasting there we go!! check it out. im making one also instead of this one to like actually be a xanga... for me. but yea. i dunno... the reason i dont want this one anymore is because i only have 2 pets now. all the rest of them either died or we gave away. ::cries for jojo:: but yea. anyway. yea. ill give the link on LifeEverlasting for my new xanga to blab on.

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Sunday, February 29, 2004

New xanga. www.xanga.com/LifeEverlasting

no more on this one. im done with it.

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Friday, February 27, 2004

I love Jesus because he's the air that i breathe. the song that i sing and the love that WONT leave.

yea. i went to see the passion of the christ again tonight. with katelyn. she was my date!!! hehe i love you girl! jk she was not my date... she was my accomplice. yea. thats it. anyway. chris n chloe went together (i think?) and isaac and tabitha went together (I know) but i had no special person to go with. i walked around the mall afterward with them... and it was fine... but still i wish for that special someone to be with... someday... someday... for now. I've got the very best guy ever!!! Jesus!!!

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Wednesday, February 25, 2004

its just aweful, everything i cared for is coming to an end. a very slow, but yet sudden painful end. its all falling out from under my feet. its breaking me slowly... so slowly and it hurts so much. i gave so much, and all they do is leave and arent even there when its now that i need them the most... i feel like my heart was broken, put back together in their hands, then for them to just throw it in my face and walk away. leaving me broken and crying behind... then they came back, picked it up, laughed, and looked at me, held me, told me it was all ok, and then took a knife and stuck it through. not only my heart, but everything along with it. because it not only hurt me inside, but all over outside, inside, everywhere. i want it to all go away. i want to give up, but i cant. i want to be here waiting just in case they come back for me... i want to hate them for what they did, but i cant. i cant even dislike them at all. i want to be their friend. but they wont let me. i want to be with them, but i cant, i want to be without them but i cant. i want to leave, but theres no where to go, i want to stop crying, but theres always more tears left. i want to stop wishing, but there's always that star. someday maybe all this pain will end and i'll be able to get on with our lives as if nothing ever happened with who is causing all of this...

nobody reads my xanga anyway. i can turn it into some strange way of getting everything out. God knows whats here and he's the most important one anyway. I love him.

anyway. on a happier note. blake rocks. he's just so cool!

LnKnPrK4LiF (2:56:11 PM):
CatDawg 4 eva (2:56:11 PM):
LnKnPrK4LiF (2:56:15 PM): mine looks sadder
LnKnPrK4LiF (2:56:19 PM):
CatDawg 4 eva (2:56:25 PM): yours looks high
LnKnPrK4LiF (2:56:42 PM): lol
LnKnPrK4LiF (2:56:43 PM): naw
LnKnPrK4LiF (2:56:46 PM): well
CatDawg 4 eva (2:56:51 PM): hehaw
LnKnPrK4LiF (2:56:55 PM): or he just hit up a mad line
CatDawg 4 eva (2:57:00 PM): haha
CatDawg 4 eva (2:57:04 PM): mhm
LnKnPrK4LiF (2:57:06 PM): he just snorted a line of salt
LnKnPrK4LiF (2:57:07 PM): lol

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Monday, February 23, 2004

Him: but we also have to let him talk to us.... we talk about him to one another all the time saying all these things like we know him completely... but all we know is what we feel and see..... he speaks to us daily and we dont give him the time.... we could learn soo much about who he is just by listening
Me: wow. wow.
Me: that's so true man. word
Him: there's so much more for us
Him: but if we dont do anything to reach that, if we dont continually step out, and die to the flesh, and die to things we want to do instead of need to do
Him: oh boy
Me: yea. too many people are doing what they want instead of what God wants, which is what they need to do...
Him: i agree
Me: it's time we all make a stand for whats right. what God wants. what we should be doing.
Him: and its all outside of church that we do our crap and not his.... we come to chruch and "oh praise you lord we worship you" blah blah... then go home and let our thoughts and nature kick in and start sinning
Him: or doing things we shouldnt
Me: you're right
Him: and that just tells me, there's somethingw rong with the individual relationship.,. anybody can get together with a group and worship... but thats more corporal worship and prayer.... the individual prayer and worship life is what matters
Him: thats where the change will be

that inspired and encouraged me so much. omgoodness. wow.

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