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Monday, February 25, 2008

  • on my mind

    Today is a beautiful day in California.  There is much on my mind.  A little more than I have time to write here on my blog.  But since it has been awhile since i made a crazy list I think it is a good time.  Here than is a general idea of what is on my mind. 

    24. Chruch planting

    82. Family

    0.  The grand arrival of Dominic Dean.

    9876.  finding a second job

    12. developing my strengths

    43. talking to my brother David

    77.  paying off my debt

    402.  Friends from way back

    10. Admiting mistakes

    898.  Painting

    99.  Moving home.

    135.  Broken People

    000.  Deep relationships

    654. converstions at starbucks

    2. Loving on my neice and nephews!!

     

    Well i could go on till i run out of number but i don't have time.

    -jeanniemarie

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

  • lots of prayer

    I can't sleep. I need lots of prayer. in only a few short weeks i am scheduled to leave for California. I am gonna live with Shannon Pingree. What a dream come true! I am looking for a church plant to be apart of another dream come true. I am not rasing any support for the first time in a long time. i am gonna work at IHOP or something. i might take a car. i might not. some of my family supports me well and others are not so excited. i am not used to my family not supporting me.
     
    Right now i feel like i suck at making decions. i just want to do what God wants me to do. Am i being selfish? or is this really where God wants me? Right now i just want to crawl in a hole and wait for someone to dig me out and tell me that i have a place in this world and show me where and what that is. I feel alone and afraid. I have a degree that i am not using right now. I am in love with NYC and Forefront but i want to see what the west is like. People tell me i'm young and single so i can do whatever i want and that i should enjoy it now. I think that like i wanted to skip the awkward years of Jr. High (and high school) i want to skip the young and single days. i would rather be wise and married. But that is not an option i guess.
    My life is not my own. it was bought at a price. and i gave it up to Jesus to do whatever he wants with it. so please pray. Thanks.
    -jeanniemarie

Thursday, November 08, 2007

  • Field of Dreams

    "...Ask the Lord of the harvest, therefore, to send out workers into his harvest field."

    I work at IHOP as some of you know.  That is the harvest field i am in, and boy is it ripe.  An epiphany came to me tonight... although it really isn't one.  it just felt like one.  That i need to be praying for more workers to come to IHOP: People who will give their life to show the broken people at IHOP God's Love.  They are always watching and testing.

    What field are you in?

    -jeanniemarie

Thursday, November 01, 2007

  • nothing to say here...

    i wish i had something to post.  but i don't.  i have nothing to say on xanga, facebook or myspace.  i would rather just talk to you in person or even on the phone or even through instant message, email or a facebook or myspace message.  life is changing.  and so are we.

    -jeanniemarie

Thursday, October 11, 2007

  • I need to write something but it won't come out in complete sentances.

    Life is weird right now.  i have some decitions to make.  Sometimes i just don't understand. 

    I like who i am.  especially when i am who I was made to be.

    I am learning that God will use me anywhere if i let him so it is ok if i leave and go somewhere else.

    This will make things hard on my family but i haven't forgot them and i can't wait around watching them live out their lives hoping mine will start.  As much as i would love to watch Chyrsanna and Blayze and the new baby grow up next door to me i can't. i don't belong here.

    Helping people is my favorite. 

    My fish... you know Henry.  He died on Monday.  It was my fault i didn't clean his tank enough.

    Tomorrow i get to play with Chyrsanna.  She is the cutest.

    My mom's birthday is saturday.  She needs a facebook so everyone will know.  She is pretty awesome.

    Trying to go deeper with Jesus,
    -jeanniemarie

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    • Name: jeannie marie
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  • I want to be known as a Jesus lover and lover of people. It just graduated from College with a degree in Church Planting and i am excited to see how God is going to use me and transform me and those around me.

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