Howdy Howdy!!

well im feelin alot better since the last time i posted.  right now im about to go change into my workout clothes an hit dat xtreme training wid all i got.  yea well the thing with me an susie is over, but im kool with it, but theres sum things i wanna say but i prolly aint cuz i don wanna b da one who brings open old scars an i can say thiscuz i know she prolly wont read it cuz shes on myspace now lol. i still get to talk with her an stuff like that, an im glad she stopped acting so depressed an stuff cuz whenever she acts that way it makes me wanna scream ahhhh lol jp. i think after a while im gonna heaad over to joannas casa an eat a little supper an hang out for a while.we had our parade yesterday lol yesssss our float won 2nd(shoulda got 1st) an i was the one in front getting all the derogatory asian names called at me by da chicks n front of us lol. i was gonna go to homecoming but, jus like always i waited to da last moment an i couldnt get a ticket lol, but its ok cuz ill jus have that much longer this weekend to train. well im gonna go call joanna an see whas up for tonight an den im gonna start da trainin so until next time, adios amigos.

whew!!

lol, its been a while since i updated last, man school is ridiculously boring now that susies not in any of my classes, but at least i get to ride the bus with her near bout every day so thats a blessing in itself.  yulp, susie q's b day party yesterday(for those of you who don own a calender)saturday,an her bday was friday haha shes finally sweet sixteen.we all had a great time at her party it was so awesome and fun!! i had a great time.im testing for my red collar tomoorow(Monday)in adel at 700, im bummed that susie cant go, ive been switchin dates around for bout the last 3 or 4 weeks so as she could go but i guess im jus gonna go through with it without her, cuz mrmccranie says that i cant wait for her to come anymore that im doin it monday or not at all. so.. yea.Another thing thats been bothering me is(im sorry susie i just have to talk about it to make myself feel better)back bout two weeks ago susie sent me dis email an whoah, it felt like the ground had crumbled out from beneath me and i don know if im all the way over it or not , but i hope ill get over it soon, cuz i feel like i had failed her in some way when i read it, but me an her talked an she told me that we should take things slower, and i cant argue with that request.  But i don know how slow shes wantin to take it, im scared to make any first moves now cuz she might think i would be wantin to go fast and i wanta go as slow or as fast as she does.  she showeed me a bday card this dude gave her n her lit class said his name was andrew, no lol daniel my bad lol. But i don want susie to think im getting all overprotective or that im the jealous type so ive decided i just wont say anything about it to her.well im gonna go mess around some more at da casa, so ill be seein, talkin, an writin to yall later!!!

Adios amigos!!!!!

ps-susie, bring me out of the dark, tell me how you feel , because until then im not gonna be sure of how i feel.

buenas taredes

Summer is slowly winding down im excited an at the same time sad i dunno why lol. my grandma found she had a kidney stone shes still in the hospital cuz she hasnt passed it yet, but shes tough i know she can get through it ill be glad though when she gets home. dennis (the hurricane) is on its way susie has friends from la Florida over at her house to take refuge from it. i hope she can get on tonight with all da people over. Last i talkied to her on da phone was this mornin an she was tryin to hurry an get ready for them she has much more patience then me lol.i finished my first book it was allright it gave me a few heads up though to look out for im a little ways into my second one Into Thin Air so far its very good. gah i wish i didnt have to read ne it makes books more interesting if your not forced to read them. i trained today really hard i had to take a salt tablet cu i lost too much sodium or something cuz i sweated way too much, ive been told its better to train right before a storm outside as strong as you can go lol people were drivin by lookin at me like what is he doin? hahaha but i dont care what they think they should try to get out of their safety zone more. other than that ive spent the day doing nothing except trying to think up a way to tell people some things (see susie i used discretion haha)im gettin better your helpin me with my i don wanna say bad side but its not that good of one lol. ne ways im goin to town to get some dinner for me an my dad maybe my mom will bring groceries home once shes done seein bout my grandma, I dunno but i really hope so cuz ive nearly eatin everything in the house except for a tin of sardines we bought way bak at the milineum haha.

so ill talk to yall later amigos y amigas, adios for now

i love you Susie

haha whats up,

wow over half of the summer has simply flown past omg were gonna be juniors in jus a few weeks. im kinda sad and happy skool is startin back. lol happy i get to see everyone(especially Susie) everyday and da sad part part is da work an we only have 2 moreyears till everyone heads their seperate ways!!!!!!!! ah but well cross that bridge when we get to it, i hope lol. wow Susan and I have gotten really close over the summer i have never felt like i could tell someone as much as i told her when im around her im not hiding anything i don have to hold anything back it is so awesome. gah ive really gotta finish my summer reading lol before summer ends. im bout halfway through bleachers which is da 1st of 3 lol. well ill talk to yall later an Susie ill talk to you at ten tonight.hablar luego mi amigas y amigos!!!

Susie tu es mi a roll ma chroll

4 everyone else dat dont know what dat means

i love you Susie