| i havent been on here in so long. i had forgotten how to make a new post.
it was fun to look back and remember things
philadelphia is good. its fun. our apartment is forever glowing from the buildings across from us, i dont mind it at all. it makes everything dreamy, and bathroom visits in the middle of the night easier.
being married to jason is just perfect. we adapted quickly to living with each other, and adapted quickly to married life. complete with laundry/cleaning/grocery days, making dinner for each other, taking walks together, watching jon and kate plus 8 for hours. things like that.
im always overwhelmed by how much i am in love with him, it makes me want to cry sometimes. and sometimes i do. he is amazing, and wonderful. hes thoughtful, and beautiful in every way. i stare a lot, but theres usually no point to it, but when i stare at him, im gazing. he makes me want to be better at everything and at the same time be ok with who i am. i am unable to love anyone more than i love him, its impossible. no two human beings could love each other more than we do. the shape of his brow, his green green eyes, his hands, the way he sings, his "guitar face", the way he has to really concentrate to play guitar and kiss me at the same time, everything he does and is makes me sigh and smile. he calls me "beautiful" randomly.
jason is home.
"i think i could be a good computer hacker" -jason (just now)
he probably could be a good computer hacker.
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| Its happening all the time
When I open my eyes
I'm still taken by surprise
I hold sunlight and swallow fireflies
And it makes me want to cry
I love you
I shall never grow up
Make believe is much to fun
Can we go far away to the humming meadow
We were walking there
I had tangles in my hair
But you make me feel so pretty
You have shinning eyes
Yes like those forest lights
And it makes me want to cry
I love you
I shall never grow up
Make believe is much to fun
Can we go far away to the humming meadow
I shall never grow up
Make believe is much to fun
This place is so lovely
It kind of makes me very happy
Lets go far away to the humming meadow
:)
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| mom brought me grilled cheese and tomato soup at work. wonderful. |
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| jason is in new york city, and ill be there in 4 hours. :) summer is going ok so far. my job is alright. its already almost june. my little sister is graduating my older sister is moving to flordia and my middle sister left cheese out on the counter i refuse to clean it up. thats all. |
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| oh summer. bittersweet. im sorry i didnt get to say goodbye to so many people. im home, its wonderful. its a warm day, the green from the trees seem to be glowing. its almost neon. one of the prettiest days ive seen. ike is laying underneath me. he needs to be around me its nice to be needed, even its being needed by a fuzzy red dog. i miss jason. a lot. |
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