and POOF!... i'm gone!!

haha.. i've moved.. find me if you can..

i've "public entry"ed most of my entries so incase you get bored and you want to be nosey.. you can look at thoughts from my past..  goodBYE!

10:45 pm ++ this is my third time blogging today. interesting, huh? .. well, today has been a day of many thoughts. and now i wonder into another thought.. why does something good make you want to cry? or is it just me? how would you feel if you knew you changed someone's life in a very special way? or your a hero in someone's eyes? or you just brought something very special into someone's heart? you, who always felt like a useless human being, who always hated life, who always hated love. you, who were always disgusted by the world, now has someone who loves you in a very special way and you know that you love them too. ..wouldn't that make you feel good inside? .. well..-- how come it made me cry?

 --edit--

3:35pm

i hate the world. i meant to blog about this a long time ago but i couldn't find the time. so, yeah.. i really hate this world. the world makes no sense. its such a disgusting place. and the things people do.. how can people have such a little amount of respect for one another? or better said, for themselves? its ridiculous how this world seems to function. wouldn't you agree?

++ ..change.. people do it alot.. ..change i mean. they do..  change. *wink.. .. well yea, you know? i understand if you would change for the better but not for the worse. you get me? ..

anyway..

>> i miss corrine and frances [the girl]. they're like my super hero friends who cheer me up. but i haven't been able to chill with them in so long. i miss you guys. you see,.. i see elaine all the time, so i don't miss her. lol.. but elaine is COoL. thats my BiAtch right there! haha.. we're each other's bitches, right elaine? *winkwink.. lol jus keediing guyz! i still love francis. haha

//-- ok, well.. i'm out.

[|Who's BuTt is bigger?--Corrine's butt or my butt?|]

>> i go with Corrine's butt. her ass is huge! lol.. so far Corrine's butt is on the lead with 8 votes while i have 7 votes. but you know what? i agree with everyone that says they're both big and they're just different. i mean i'm alot shorter than her.. so i don't know.. ?.. lol.. i'm very satisfied with my ass but her's is really big. haha..

++ i think lately i've been having "ok" days. do you see how much i'm fucking laughing now? anyway.. umm

ok, bye.