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| ok, so heres the deal. I am no longer the old me, I am the new me, and to be the new me, im dropping the website, and starting a new one, CoRPSAZ_LAPrayer visit me, unless you went to hanby, and ur name isnt tanya, Nicky or Sarah M., in that case, dont talk to me, i dont want to talk to you, because you have let me down. byes! | | |
| my last entry before camp. im scared, about everything. i have one letter left to write. to someone very close.
dear CeCe,
thats who u r in the book, so i chose that for you. u have changed me, a lot. hurt me more than just about anyone ever had, then brought me higher than the sky, and now plumeted me back into the pits of hell. you act like what happened was nothing, it was the world. i trust you completely, even though u let me down once. this is your second chance. dont waste it on brothers. spend it on urself, u deserve it. i think i deserve knowing that u cared about me at one point, since u act like nothing has changed since we started talking. but so much has changed, i will never be the same again. you dont know what u have done, and i dont think i do either. u think im lying to myself, by thinking im like u, but i am, i am just like u. dont try to say im not. i am, and u know it. u dont want to, but u do. im sorry it has to be like this, but i guess it does. i miss you already.
love,
"Holland"
that was all i had to say, its not CeCe like as in the gothic girl who goes to hms, but CeCe from a book, as in a code name, dont get any ideas. best wishes to all, love, me! | | |
| ok, poll time; you get a book, it is about a lesbian relationship, your mom:
a.) doesn't care, its none of her buisness what you read
b.) grabs the book and returns it right away, you cant read that "trash"
c.) tells you that you cant read the book for two months, because rumors might start that you were lesbian, then also decideds that she should be around when you read it, in case you have any "questions"
d.) asks if you were in the "gay" section of the book store, and questions your buying the book
e.) both c and d
please tell me, because im trying to figure out just how insane my own mother is, you can guess which she did | | |
| life is good right now....yea. Sarah crowly keeps asking if shes on the site. mucho funny. o well. shell just have to get over herself. i think ill tell the names of the people now, since i have two days when tanya is gonna be here, and then i wont be online for two months, let u all cool down, lol
monkey=abe, jlover=Sarah S., hoodie=nicky, friendly slut=jonah/alana, you=brother ben, Tina=tanya, fluffly=Henry, you with the face=talia, tissues=becca, dysfunctional=callie(as if you didnt know), bird=raven, choclate= hot tub(if u dont know who that is, tough luck), carrot=Sarah C.(using ur brain now?), fire=sexy ben, 3=Sarah M., cars go vrrrooom=sam
sorry to talia, i was in a bad mood, but otherwise, i think u all got the appropriate messages. | | |
| dear dysfunctional,
all is forgiven
in OTHER news, the dirty scumbag sucks and should die. if u dont know what im talking about, think may 14 2004. and destroy him. yippy. | | |
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