I still hate school more than ever, but at least now I am starting to get my homework done. Although right now I am avoiding my American Culture paper because I have no idea what I am going to write on. I hope school starts to get better. In a few weeks, my last two classes will be starting and that means even more homework. Oh I just can't wait. I am in a second grade classroom right now for my clinical and I love the kids. I broke through to the hardest kid in the class today and I was sooooo happy. The teacher was even impressed because he usually never does anything for her. Although she decided that she does not want a student teacher next semester so I have to be replaced in Jan. This could be a good and bad thing. I guess I will just have to wait and see what happends.

Home is not going too well. Both my grandmothers are really sick and have new heart problems. My parents are also going through some bad times so I hope they fix it and stay together for my little brother. I miss Jake a lot and can't wait to see him too. Tazzer almost died a couple weeks ago and I was extremely upset. I don't know what I am going to do when he passes away. He has been in my life for about 13 years!

I had a little too much fun last weekend. Oh the shit I do. No more vodka for me!