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| yay!Steve worked on my computer. so now I have about 30 Gb on my computer. the hard drive was confused about spacing things it seems.
and I'm in the mood for a spiritual buster.
and for those who may be concerned, C&C 3 works better now. 
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| Logical.Now, as i was researching "causal logic" (which I don't think is a specific name for the form of logic my prof. is thinking of) I came across a quote:
"Logic, too, also rests on assumptions that do not correspond to anything in the real world."
think about it. is our world logical? what if it our understanding of "logic" and ordered things are not actually ordered? do we have anything to compare our world with to help us understand?
now think about what God has said about the "wisdom of the world".
I think if we are to be logical or reasonable, it MUST start with God and the Bible.
Also, my mommy told me a another quote:
"all sin stems from doubting that God truly is a good God."
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| ...But, glasses can still break if they are emptywe are called to worship God, right? why? because he is God. I don't like that reason. at least in pagan worship they do it out of fear for the wrath that might come.... I guess I'm short sighted because that is why we worship him. so he won't pour his wrath out on us. but we're supposed to love him for that... but I know I don't feel love for Him....
Shouldn't we feel some kind of feeling that's more then a "yeah... thanks man," kind of attitude?!? Like, what happened? why is it all nothing. why is it that I never turn to him? why is it that only utter desperation will turn me to Him begrudgingly?!?
Who keeps me afloat? it feels like it's me.
Wow... as an outside perspective on my self, I think I have a few core problems that need addressing. and I hope to see a fix of those things soon. but I'll probably have them for a long time.
Have you ever felt like this? God is a surgeon. I have a sickness that in me that needs to be physically removed. He cuts into you. It hurts. He starts to cut out the sickness. It hurts a lot! He's just starting to pull out the bad thing, and I feel so much intense pain that you cry out and scream! and just as it's about to be gone, I sit up sharply snatching that horrible thing back! I shove all that terrible stuff back where it was. I lay back with a sigh... and continue dieing.
Have you ever felt like that? if not, good.
I hate pity-parties.... it could always get worse.
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| NoVaI'm here at NOVA.... I like the place I'm in. I can eat, and plug my computer in, and it's quite.
I feel that I'm back in the swing of school. (he says half way through the semester.) It's nice though. test on Monday, maybe test on Tuesday, test on Wednesday, maybe test on Thursday, paper due that's worth a test grade on Friday. fun week. I'm now studying... ish.
And the book I'm reading is good!
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| rrgyes! facebook is really annoying me! I can hardly do anything on it! the new notifications thing SUCKS!!!!!
I'm hungry.
And I just dropped one of my classes. I think that I will have a little less stress now. only a one credit class, but it now will free up my Monday nights.
And I'm going to Josh and Jamie's tomorrow evening if anyone wants to come.
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