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Interests: Well, lets see... i love to hang out and spend time with my friends. I spend almost my whole life on the computer! I talk to my friends all the time and i love it! I also LOVE music!!!~ it is my whole life!!!! I play the clarinet and i used to play the tenor saxaphone. My life just pretty much revolves around music. I listen to it all the time! I would go crazy if i didn't have my music! Some other stuff i like to do is, I also like to go shopping and things like that. I love to watch SPURS games and i love to go and watch them play in person even more! I'm a big Ginobili fan!~#20 all the way!!! I also have a passions for writing...it's how i express myself. Sometimes i post my poems and such, but most of the time i don't. But it's something i feel very strongly about, and it's something i've been doing for years. Well, i guess that's it, oh...but of course, one of my other interests would have to be boys, lol~who couldn't like boys? =)
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Sunday, January 15, 2006

omg, i'm soooo bored;;;;;;

.:Y0U:.

NAME- Zandra
BiRTHDAY- May 27, 1990
SEX- Female
WHERE ARE Y0U?- in my room
NATi0NALiTY- white, hispanic, german, and apache indian

iN THE LAST 24 H0URS HAVE Y0U...
KiSSED S0ME0NE? nope
HUGGED S0ME0NE? yea
TAKEN A SH0WER? yep
LAUGHED REALLY HARD? yea, i think so
CRiED? yes
T0LD A LiE? i think so...
BEEN T0LD A LiE? maybe
WENT SH0PPiNG? nope
G0T STUCK iN THE RAiN? no
HUNG 0UT WiTH A FRiEND? nope
G0TTEN SiCK? no
USED C0NSTRUCTiON PAPER? no

FiNiSH THE SENTENCE..
i L0VE.. alot of things
iF S0ME0NE GAVE ME A MiLLi0N D0LLARS i W0ULD.. pay for my sister's treatment and a new house
i HATE.. certain ppl
DUCKS ARE.. sweaky, lol
SP0NGE B0B iS.. so freakin' awesome, lol
GLUE STiCKS ARE.. kool

H0W Y0U L00K..
ARE Y0U SH0RT 0R TALL? average
WHAT C0L0R iS Y0U HAiR? dark brown
WHAT C0L0R EYES D0 Y0U HAVE? brown
D0 Y0U WEAR GLASSES 0R C0NTACTS? yep, both--contacts during the day and glasses at night
D0 Y0U THiNK Y0UR ATTRACTiVE? hell no
D0 0THER PE0PLE THiNK Y0UR ATTRACTiVE? nope, as far as i know
WHAT C0L0R D0 Y0U THiNK L00KS BEST 0N Y0U? red
D0 Y0U WEAR PERFUME 0R C0L0GNE? yep, perfume\

Y0UR S0CiAL LiFE..
WHAT GR0UP ARE Y0U iN? idk, prolly the biggest group in the sophomore class
H0W DiD Y0U GET iNT0 THAT GR0UP? ppl like mae and ray met those ppl and then i became friends with them...
iS THERE A GR0UP THAT Y0U WiSH Y0U WERE iN? nope
WH0S Y0UR BEST FRiEND(S)? courtney
WHAT D0 Y0U D0 0N WEEKENDS? chill, do hw, hang with friends sometimes
H0W AB0UT AFTER SCH00L? computer, and hw....[sometimes spurs games]
WHAT D0 PE0PLE LABEL Y0U AS? sweet and innocent at times, the one who gets really good grades and has no life....=/

T0DAY..
WHAT SH0ES DiD Y0U WEAR T0DAY? black dress sandals to church
WHAT CL0THES DiD Y0U WEAR? black sweater, black skirt, then grey shorts and t-shirt from region band
WHAT DiD Y0U D0? go to church then chill at home
WHAT ARE Y0U G0iNG T0 D0 N0W? watch Grey Anatomy
AT THE M0MENT, WHAT ARE 0N Y0UR WRiSTS(BRACELETS, WATCHES)? nothing
H0W iS iT 0UTSiDE RiGHT N0W? cool, and lil rainy
WHAT TiME iS iT RiGHT N0W? 9:05pm

<33 Zandra


Wednesday, December 14, 2005

Currently Listening
Fallen
By Evanescence
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<3 Zandra


Sunday, December 11, 2005

Currently Listening
The One
By Frankie J, Frankie J
Suga Suga
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2005...The End of the Beginning, and The Beginning of the End

2005:

What was this year to you?  a very long and hard year

Was is the best year of your life? hell NO

Do you just want to go back and relive it? not exactly, but there are parts that were wonderful

 

The first half of 2005 (until June):

How old were you? 14 then 15

What school did you go to?: HC

What grade were you in? 9th

Who was your favorite teacher and why? prolly Mr. Rosenblatt or Mr. Guerra, idk

Favorite class?  Band

Would you want to relive that year? same as before---yes and no

Friends:

Name 10 of the friends you had:

1. Mae
2. Chris
3. Mari
4. Alicia
5. Brandyce
6. Sarah
7. Ray
8. Ojo
9. Jingjing
10. Courtney

Are you still friends with all of them? not really all of them...

Do you still talk to them? yea, i talk to all of them, but that's about it for some

Were they in any of your classes? yea, i had a class with them all except Ray, Chris, and Courtney

Now are they in your classes? i have class with Jingjing, Ojo, Brandyce, and Mae only

Did any of them turn out to be completely different then you thought they would? yep


Love and Relationships:

Did you fall out of love? i tried to...

Do you know what love is? in ways i do, in ways i don't

Did you get really close to someone (romantically)?  haha....yea....

Did you get really close to someone (as a brother/sister)? most defiantly (sp?)

Did anyone you know die? no, i was lucky

 

Last half of 2005 (July - December):

How old are you? 15

What school do you go to? HC

What grade are you in? 10th

Who is your favorite teacher and why? Mr. Rosenblatt 'cuz all my other teachers suck

Favorite class? Band or maybe Math

Do you want this year to end? yea, i need a new start...


Friends:

Name ten friends you have now:

1. Liz
2. Britney
3. Daniel
4. Ojo
5. Jingjing
6. Julia
7. Kim
8. Lionel
9. BJ
10. Courtney

Are these friends different than the ones you had in the beginning of the year? some are

Are they in any of your classes? only Liz, Britney, Ojo, Jingjing, and Kim

Do you think you'll be friends with them forever? yea--Liz and Courtney


Just 2005:

Did you go to any concerts? i don't think so

How many movies did you see? ALOT

Did you play any instruments? yep, my clarinet

Memories:

Think back to the friends you had in the first half of 2005
Can you name a memory you have with each of them? 
1. mae-her with her sunglasses
2. chris-omg, sooo soo many, but i'll pick one--"Does that mean you have a hott ass??" lol
3. Mari-our talks during spanish
4. Alicia-how beautiful she looked at her birthday party =)
5. Brandyce-our hitting wars, lol
6. Sarah-our talk at lunch after we first became good friends =) good times
7. Ray-him having 2 cups of coffee after running to Diamond Shamrock
8. Ojo-the encouraging talks we used to have
9. Jingjing-her a Pradeep =D
10. Courtney- being stupid at my house =) 

How about the friends from the last half?
1. Liz- letting me cry on her
2. Britney-ha, Austin makin' jokes on her
3. Daniel-calling me before my concert
4. Ojo-her little speeches for HOSA
5. Jingjing-telling me about Tony's crazy driving
6. Julia-how the guys push her around
7. Kim-when she gave me the stuffed cow for my sister
8. Lionel-the emails he write me, including the one from today =)
9. BJ-his AIM icon, lol
10. Courtney-watching Saw at my house

Do you think 2006 will be as good as 2005 was? i'm hoping 2006 will be a thousand times better!!

Love and Crushes and the Pain of Living:

Did you trip while checking someone out? nooo...

Were you late to any of your classes because you were staring at a guy/girl? no, lol

Did you cry in school in 2005? holy shit yes!!  i cried prolly everyday from almost 2 months-it was awful

Did you see someone die? no, thank God

Did anyone backstab you? i'm sure someone did--oh yea, someone did

Did you embarrass yourself? many times

Did you do anything you're ashamed of? yep

Would you change anything? oh yea, lots of stuff...

Did you stay overnight in a hospital? nope


Favorites of 2005:

Color: it was red all year long

Band: it changed alot--i liked Darude, Nickelback, and a crap load of others too

Movie: The Notebook

Song: "No Es Amor" by Frankie J.

Book: "Girl with the Pearl Earing"

Memory: someone y'all don't need to know

Day: my Birthday party--May 28th

Favorite Part of 2005: all the good times i had with Chris


2005:

Was this a great year for you? absolutly NOT

Did you change? in many ways yes

Do you want it back? for some reason

How would you sum up this year? full of heartache, pain, crying, and fear, but yet still full of love and fun

<3 Zandra


Sunday, November 06, 2005

long time no write....

well, my life is just absolutely....awkard right now.  idk, i'm experiencing alot of mixed emotions about alot of things.  like:

  • school sucks right now
  • i miss chris, but haven't talked to him in almost 8 weeks and haven't seen him in over 2 months
  • things aren't good at home
  • feel like i really want a bf, but i can't find the right person
  • i feel like i'm losing alot of my friends
  • and much more....

idk...it's all complicated.  there is just too much going on and it's not good.  i just wish someone could help me....

<333 Zandra


Saturday, October 22, 2005

Currently Listening
Fallen
By Evanescence
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Dear Chris,

You have no clue how much i miss you.  i want to see you more then you will ever believe.  every time i see your picture it makes me want to cry.  they make me think of you and how wonderful you were to me. =)  i miss you.  and now that the cold weather is coming, omg...it makes me think of you even more.  i remember those times you held me so tight....so so tight.  that was the best.  i remember feeling your warmth when you sat next to me.  i never wanted you to leave.  i never ever wanted you to, even after all those moments.  like when you would hug me...i felt so much like we should have been together, but i knew we never would be.  it just wasn't meant to be.  i know it.  but there was a reason i met you and i fell in love with you.  and i know why now.  you changed my life in so many different ways; i can't even explain how many.  all i know is that i love you and i miss you with all my heart and soul and i want to see you again.  i hope you love me too.  that's all i want from you.

I love you,
Zandra



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